My Kpop Oneshots!

All We Do is Argue

YoungSeong (YoungbinxInseong)
-SF9-

requested by Exo-Byun {angst} Hope You Enjoy!

Youngbin

Today, Inseong and I have yet to argue, which is quite a surprise. It's all we ever do. We argue over who should do what, why we do this or that, and we even get into the stupidest little arguments over nothing. I wish it wasn't that way, but it is. I hate Inseong with a passion, but I'm too afraid to fight back. When he comes near me, the fear hits. My heart and head race, I start to sweat, and I shake. The other members say it's not fear and tease me that I'm in love with him, but I don't know. He's done nothing but yell at me since I became leader. When we were trainees, he was my best friend. He would always talk about how he wanted to debut with me and the others. But he started getting distant during our last year, and now he just bullies me. It hurts. I honestly loved Inseong. Not as a brother or family, but romantically. I have for so long. But I can't do anything, and it sucks. "Hey! What do you think you're doing?! That's mine! I just made that!" I heard Rowoon yell from the kitchen. I sighed. I already know who the culprit is. I walked briskly into the kitchen and turned to shoot Inseong a glare that could kill. "What is going on?" "Youngbin! Inseong ate my sandwich I just made! He sat there and watched me make it, only to eat it when I turn away for a split second!" I sighed again and pinched the bridge of my nose. "Inseong," I said sternly, "why did you eat his sandwich?" He scoffed. "What's it to you, Youngbin?" I scowled at him. "Well, Inseong, me being the leader of this group, it is my duty to take care of the members and address these kinds of situations. So, again, why did you eat Rowoon's sandwich?" He returned the scowl and answered the question. "I was hungry." He smirked. 'That smirk...' I shook my head, now was not the time for those thoughts. "Hungry?!" I yelled. "That's why you ate the sandwich he made?! Why not make your own?!" He scoffed and rolled his eyes. "Why is this your business again?! Just because you're the leader doesn't mean you have to butt into every situation like you were involved!" I flinched at the yelling and my eyes met the ground as tears welled up. "You're right," I said, "I just wanted to care for you all! I just wanted to try my hardest to be the best! But I can never do that!," I raised my head, tears flowing down my cheeks, "You know why?! BECAUSE OF YOU! It's all your fault Inseong! I don't want to argue all the time! I want to be close again!" I looked straight into his eyes. "Please...please..." I was sobbing. Inseong was crying as well. "I...I don't want to argue either," he said," I only did those things because I wanted to get your attention. I didn't know you felt the same. But...you don't. I want this to end too! I want to be close again too! But I want to be so, so much closer than you think. I don't want to be just friends." I looked up at him. "We can be best friends then, and-" he cut me off. "That's not it! You want to know why I avoided you?! You want to know why all this time, I've acted the way I have?! I wasn't jealous of your position! No! In fact, I was so proud of you! I wanted to hug you and celebrate with you! But I couldn't! Because I found out how I felt on the same day as you got your position. You were talking about going out with girls and so I knew that I had to act that way so no one would suspect anything--" I cut him off. "Inseong...what are you talking about?" He sighed, shaky breaths. "I love you, Youngbin. I have for years." I just looked at him in shock. He started balling again. "I- I'm sorry. I should go." He turned to walk out of the dorm but I jumped to grab his wrist. "Wha--" I crashed my lips onto his. He didn't move at first, but then I felt him kissing back and I smiled. He tangled his fingers in my hair and I rested my hands on his waist. My first kiss. After a few seconds, we pulled away. "I love you too." He smiled at my words and pulled me back into another loving kiss. I truly love this man. With all my heart. Even if all we ever did, was argue.
------------------
Sorry it took so long😭 I've actually been pretty busy. Please forgive me! I hope you enjoyed!