My Kpop Oneshots!

I Remember (pt.1)

I remember the way you'd smile
and how you'd always go the extra mile.

I remember the way you'd laugh
while reminiscing about the past.

I remember the scent you left where ever you went
the smell of fall and the spice of pumpkin sometimes even a little mint.

I remember your eyes and the love they held
the love unnoticed until I fell.

I remember the time you said those 3 words
"I love you" you said, and those words I returned.

I remember the way it felt to hug you
the warm embrace you'd always tug to.

I remember the first kiss we ever shared
the feeling of your lips and how you tasted of pears.

I remember our night trips to the park
how we'd sit on the bench and we'd look at the stars.

I remember the love I thought was real
and the pain to come that I thought I could heal.

But what I remember the most of all
are the tears you shed when you got that call.

The call that went and ruined it all.

I remember the way you'd hide away
all your fears and all your pain.

I remember the sound to which I'd wake
every morning when dawn would break.

The sound of your muffled sobs
the way you pulled from my embrace
and the emptiness that felt so wrong.

I remember the look of sorrow in your eyes
the look that caused my question of-

"Why?"

To which you answered with a kiss and "goodbye"

I remember the times you called me angel
and all the times you combed your fingers through my tangles.

I remember the way you cried
and how many tears fell from your eyes.

I remember everything from that night
even the love that never left your sight.

I remember the way you packed your bags
the way you even went a little mad.

I remember how you started screaming
saying you couldn't live a life without meaning.

I remember the way I came up behind you
I whispered in your ear saying I'd find you.

I remember how you didn't want to let go
how you reluctantly left saying there were things I should never know.

I remember how you apologized
how you told me I should just live my life
how you told me to move on and to just forget that night- but I can't.

I remember thinking, "you are my life."
but I couldn't say it aloud in fear that I would cry.

In truth, I knew everything.
I knew the kind of life you were living
behind that curtain was a monster for killing.

But there was nothing I could do
as I watched you turn your back too
and when you closed the door
I fell to the floor
and I cried until I couldn't anymore..I remember...

The way I always thought of you
the way I cried till there wasn't a single thing that I could do
I couldn't walk
I stopped the talk
I never smiled except the times
I looked at our child and remembered she was yours and mine. Now at the age of 4, only one parent to her to be there for.
I remember!

The way I looked and looked for you
the word I went and took from you
the way I struggled and tried for you
the way I desperately wanted to forget you-- but I can't!

for when I finally found you
I guess I was too late to do
the things I should've done for you.

(This is the first part to my Taekook poem-ish two-shot! If you liked it, please let me know in the comments or by voting! If enough people like it, I'll post pt.2! Thanks guys! Love you guys!♡)