Alone She Sings

My Heart

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Her

School felt different,
Like maybe someone was actually looking at me.

For once I felt a pair of eyes on me,
It was a different feeling,
Not a bad one though.

I liked feeling noticed,
But I couldn't let myself turn around.

I wanted to believe that someone had taken interest in me,
And I thought that if I turned around I'd be wrong.

That I was lying to myself again,
Just like when I sing.

I lie to my self when imagining someone listening to me,
Like they care enough to listen to me pour my heart into my singing.

Yet I just continue to lie to myself thinking,
Maybe one day it could actually happen.

But they are all just lies,
Created to entertain me,
And fill a void that has been left empty for too long.

The one right in the middle of my heart.

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