broken but together

.:wait。。。what?:.

The next morning woke up sore. Trying to get out of my bed was a struggle. My legs kept wobbling, my hips and back hurt as well. I made my way to the door and standing at the door was Joseph. "Hey, my mom told me to come get you. We're going to the store.'' I didn't say anything and just stared. He got down to my level and said, ''And if you tell anybody what happened yesterday I'll make sure to hit you hard, understand?''

"Ok..'' I looked at the floor. I didn't want to get hit but I wanted to tell people. "Go and get dressed'' he pushed me back into my room.

At the store I was told to hold Joseph's hand. "We're going to look around at the toys.'' Joseph said as he lead me away from everyone. "Why?'' Tracy put her hands on her hips.

"To keep her busy. Don't worry we'll meet you back here.'' He said while he pulled me along, away from everyone. All I could think was to pull my hand away and run away from him but I knew I would be hit if I did. "Do you want a toy?'' He asked. I stayed silent. "I asked you a question, do you want a toy or not?'' He asked one more time.

"No.'' I kept my answer short; scared to get hit.

"Good.'' He replied.

We continued to walk around the store until Joseph got bored. While we were walking back to the entrance, Joseph kept trying to talk to me. I kept my mouth shut.

Later that night the rest of the family was going to go out again. I didn't want to be alone with him so I asked Richard if I could go with them. He looked at me without any expression and said, ''No. Jason doesn't even get to go with us. We're taking him to his aunt's house. Anthony and tracy are going to a friend's house. Joseph doesn't have anything to do and you dont have anything to do or anywhere to go right now so Joseph will babysit you until we come back.'' Hearing that made my heart drop. I was going to be alone with him for a while. I asked one more time if I could go but he declined my request once again.

Once everyone left I hid myself in my room. "Hey! Alishia come here!'' He called from outside my room.

"No! I don't want to!'' I Replied from under my sheets. When I entered my room, I had put stuff in front of the door so he would be unable to get into the room. This caused him to start banging on the door due to not being able to open the door. "If you don't open up the door, I will break the door and hit you!'' I hesitantly complied and removed the stuff from infront of the door. Once I opened the door, he grabbed my arm and pulled me into his room. He then locked the door and sat down on his bed. "Come here.'' I did as he said. "Take off your clothes.'' He said with a smile. I hesitated, but without a doubt, I knew he would hurt me really bad if I didn't obey. Once my clothes were off he pulled me into his arms and started groping my butt. "S-stop...'' I said, on the verge of tears.

"What're you gonna do if I don't?'' He asked, still messaging(?) my butt. That was a good question. What was I going to do? What could I do? Was I going to risk getting beat or what I going to keep myself from getting hurt. I kept silent. "Good girl.. now just do as I say and I won't beat you. Now then sit on the bed for a while and I'll be right back.'' After saying that he left the room.

Why didn't I leave? I mean, he had a window that was low to the floor. I just need a few stepping things so I could reach the window. Why didn't I do something to say no? The truth, I was scared. I was scared of not being in control of my own body. I was scared of the bigger person. I was scared of being blamed.

A few minutes later, he arrived with his friend. The same friend that screwed me with him. "Aww you got her ready you're too sweet.'' He said upon entering.

"Yeah, yeah. You have it right? If not then leave.'' Joseph said while holding his hand out.

"Yup. I'll tell ya, Not only did it take my tips, and someone elses tips, I also owe Max money.'' He handed Joseph a big pile of money. "My one question is why are you starting cheap? You could easily go for 500 dollars easy.'' Joseph didn't say anything, instead, he left without another word.

"Ok! Now that I have you, let's have some fun!'' He unzipped his pants. "come on, I won't be as rough this time.'' He said. Looking back on it now, I realize it. Joseph had started to prostitute me. That bastard!