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Ashton and Luke dropped me home. I have them a faint smile and mouth thank you as they left. I was devastated by what that one girl said. I logged into Twitter and see a picture of me, Ashton and Luke at the movies. This wasn't going to turn out good.
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That was the title of the article. The whole comment feed was just how skinny I am. Fans all over hated me. They said I was a slut, a whore and overall a hoe because I hang out with the lads. I cried on the floor knowing that people hate me. Hate me because of how I look and how I dress. I was sad, I broke down making me call Luke but he didn't answer. I called Ashton. Still no one was answering. I called over and over again. I left about 1500 voicemails all over.

I sat there as my thoughts devoured my mind, my body and my soul. It was bad. I was shaking and I was trying to stop. I had my knees to my chest and my head down. Tears non stop would come out. I had numerous of items in front of me. My head unclear of what I should do. I had pills and bottles of drugs. I had a few blades screwed out from the pencil sharpeners. I had a knife and rope scattered somewhere along the floor. It was probably late at night, my room was dark and I didn't bother to turn the lights on. I sat in silence, hearing cars go by, hearing birds chirp and noise.

I took the pills and drugs placing them in my hands. Who would have known someone so innocent would try this ? I didn't even know what was in my hand. I grabbed random pills and I placed them in my mouth. The room started spinning and it felt as if I was sinking to the ground. I can feel the floor , before I blacked out the only thing I remember is two people rushing to me.

Ashton's Point of View

Luke and I were out doing grocery . We both left our phone at home. It was around 7 pm. I grabbed my phone upstairs to see a bunch of calls from Keira.

Luke runs up to my bedroom seeing the same thing. We run out of the door yelling bye to Michael and Calum who are playing football on the Xbox. Luke drives fast and it scared me a lot so I screamed.

"Never knew you could scream like that," Luke laughs as I do too. We found Kiera's key on the bottom of her mat and open the door. We start shouting her name and she could only be in her room. I knock open the door seeing her body on the floor. Blades, drugs, knives and ropes were beneath us. We stared and then carried her out. Luke carried her into the back seat and started driving to the hospital. I checked on Kiera once a while, she blacked out.

We arrive at the hospital, I called the boys and they rushed over here. Calum and Michael came in running from the hospital door. I have been waiting for so long. We all have.

I PROMISE THINGS WILL GET MORE EXCITING! HOPEFULLY! ANYWAYS THANK YOU TO THE ONES STILL READING THIS BORING BOOK YOU THE REAL MVP'S MUCH LOVE !