What have I done? Honestly why? Why did I say that? I'm not welcome in my house anymore, where do I go? You went to school, then just sat on the lunch bench, alone, crying. Someone sat next to you. You didn't bother to look up, because you didn't want to show the bruises. "Leave. Now." Your voice was stern, and it reminded you of your step mothers, and the horrific memories came back, flooding you with terrifying pain. "Why?" You mumbled. "Why does everyone in my life turn on me?" You asked helplessly "Why does no one love me? Why can't I keep anyone, I don't want to be a one night stand." Your tears came faster, your sobs growing louder "why? My family, my friends, people I love...they just come and go. All of them." You forgot anyone was there. "It's okay. I love you. I'm here." You recognized the voice. "H-Hayes?" You looked up then immediately looked down, remembering what was on your face. "What... What's on your face?" He lifted your face up, and you pushed him away and got up. "No. Not now..." He got up and pulled you back. "Who! Who did this to you?!" You gasped. "No one, just myself, oh, I fell down the stairs. I'm fine now." He looked at you angrily. "Falling down the stairs won't give you a black eye. And it won't make your head bleed. It won't make you run to school, run away." He sighed "I saw. I heard everything." You were speechless. "So what? I'm abused, fuck off, I didn't want ANYONES pity! You hear me? Leave me the hell alone, don't question me, don't help me. I'm leaving anyway. So, bye." An hour later you were in math. "Mrs. Dallas, you seem to not pay attention in class, why are you looking down, do you have an explanation for that? Or the answer?" You stayed looking down. "Leave me alone right now. I want to be alone, I want to be left alone and I don't wish to be spoken to." Her eyes widened. "YOUNG LADY YOU DO NOT DISRESPECT ME LIKE THAT!" She yelled. "So what?" You looked up "I don't want your anger, I don't want your pity. Whatever you do, I'll be gone by next week. So, I don't care, expel me, oh please." She saw your face, your eyes. "No, that's okay, have a good day, your free to do...um whatever...just, go off campus for the day..you seem, hurt." She looked at you, and gave you an understanding look, and you thanked her, and said goodbye. Later, Hayes came running after you. "are you okay? Please, tell me." You turned. His blue eyes, his perfect face. "Oh I'm, I'm fine." He took a step closer "are you sure?" He took another step. "You don't need anything? From me?" He smirked, and you turned away "oh please no. I don't trust you at all, thanks." And you began to walk off. You can't fall for him. You can't let him see the real you. You can't let him in..you can't let anyone in..
