When you got home, you and cam called child services, you were 17, and Cameron was 18, old enough to take care of you. So, his parents got arrested, he wasn't too upset about it though. But the house was all to yourselves, and, well...lets just say that your bed was in use, but still, something didn't feel right. You loved him, it was clear, but when you kissed him, all you could think about was those blue eyes. The light, blue eyes of...Hayes...and you wished you could be with him. But you just thought of yourself as a slut, and a whore, as everyone else did, and you moved on with it. "Cameron?" He pulled away from you "Yeah?" You turned to him "What happened to Kelsey? I thought..I thought you guys were engaged.." His eyes widened "Oh! I forgot! I-I just basically cheated on her... Oh my god, I'm a monster!" You turned away and looked up at the ceiling. "It's okay. I know you love her. Be with her..." You got up. Four missed calls from Nash. You texted him.
You: Hey! What's up?
Nash: Nothing really. How are you and Cam?
You: We broke up. He forgot he's engaged to Kelsey, and I don't know how you forget something like that, so I'm kinda feeling down.
Nash: Come to my place.
You: I'm good.
Nash: pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaseeeeeeeee
You: No thanks.
Nash: PLEASE IM BEGGING.
You: Fine. But nothing dumb, just friends.
Nash: yeah...friends..
Ten minutes later you arrived at Nash's house. Your eyes were puffy, you had been crying. I-I was always told my mother didn't love me so she gave me up...they lied...they lied to me.. You started crying again, so you decided not to come in, but Nash came out, however, you didn't see him coming. You remembered everything your fake mom had said. Your ugly, your fat, your dumb. You took several appetite suppressants, and your vision became blurry. Then you reached for the sleeping pills. You took two. You had forgotten all about Nash. Then the tears came down your cheeks. I'm tired of living this life. Cameron had perfect parents, and I took them away, I probably ruined his life. I don't deserve him, I don't deserve anyone. I don't deserve a family, I don't deserve a house, I don't deserve a lover, then you took another sleeping pill. You started to cough. Then you started to feel sleepy, and the window broke. Shards of glass hit you, and before you blacked out, you said "thank you, kill me. Please." Then you blacked out for a few minutes. "Wait! Don't take me to the hospital. I have no one to pay bills for me. Please, just let me die. I deserve it I ruin everything I'm dumb, ugly, fat, worthless, that's why she left me. That's why she hates me, she's alive. I know it. I feel it. And h-he. He loved me. He wanted me! I, it's my, my fault. I deserve this, let me die" then, you reached towards the door, and opened it, then jumped out. You hit your head really hard, since he was driving so fast. Then, you felt the blood, the horrific blood. "No! No! Please be okay, stay with me!" You heard Nash's voice. He was crying. Then, your life flashed back. "Your Hailey Dallas right?" You stumbled onto the bus "yes..." You mumbled shyly. Everyone was staring at you and whispering, "are you going to sit your little butt down, or am I going to have to sit it down for you?" Everyone laughed. Boom! Nash's nose was bleeding, he was on the floor, his girlfriend staring at me with hatred. Everyone staring. Everyone must hate me... Then, again, the yellow light. "Well, what are you doing missy?" You rolled your eyes. "Don't call me missy! I'm texting God leave me alone for once!" She sighed. Flash.. He kissed you. It was so fast, you pulled away. He has a girlfriend! "Sorry, I just..." He said "Leave me alone, I don't want to hear it." You were on the ground, then you looked up. "No! My phone! Oh no no! That...it was new!" You were so sad "I'm so sorry. I'll, I'll get you a new one!" You looked down "it's fine. I don't need one." You got up and began to walk to your house. "Wait! Please. I'll get you a new one. I live a block up. Visit me anytime." Then you turned to the cute brown haired boy with the braces and bandana. "Okay, I'll make sure to." He smiled. "Thanks." What am I doing here? I'm so drunk, I don't belong here. Whatever. You walked up to Nash when Cameron was next to you, and you kissed him. You knew he couldn't resist, you were in a bra-shirt, and these tiny shorts. Slutty outfit, whatever. Then cam pulled you away, and Nash got mad. "what the FUCK are you doing?!" He punched cam. God my head hurts, then you passed out. You woke up in the hospital. "You want to know what happened?" You opened your eyes. "Oh god no." She rolled her eyes. "Whatever. Your gonna anyway, so. Your 'scratches' were too deep. You punctured a vein. And there were tracks of bleach, and pills.." She rolled her eyes again "airhead must've thought it was candy and soda...ha" she said under her breath. "But if this super super handsome man (my future husband) didn't save you, you'd be dead. So. Thank me and him, because we were meant to be together to save you." You sighed. "Im going back to sleep." Then you woke up, again. Except this time, you and Cameron were kissing. Then Nash came up. "what the fuck?!" You turned. "He's my boyfriend! Long story, I'd have to tell you later." He looked down. "Oh...I was gonna ask you something but it can wait a few months..." Then you woke up. In the real world. You looked up. Nash.
