Dear Troye,
I jumped into the ocean today, it was cold but it numbed the pain for a bit. Mom was yelling at me when I jumped in, said I was crazy. She said I was ' messed up in the head' just because I jumped into the ocean, naked in the middle of Winter. I liked swimming around, I haven't been swimming since before I met you.
I can't imagine life without you, I found all my old posters and merchandise that I had of you today, they were all under my bed. I cradled them to my chest and cried like a baby though I could feel you beside me. I keep feeling the bed dip at night and I swear I can hear you calling my name. I feel a hand run up my leg, a thumb just stroking my stomach and I know it's you because I know your touch. People think I'm insane though I know you're still there for me. Sometimes you sing.
I like hearing you sing.
Love,
Connor x
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Dear Troye
FanfictionSequel to ' Fake Accounts And Cute DM's' Troye is gone but Connor still remains. Dealing with the loss of Troye, he finds himself writing letters that will never be answered. Though at least Connor is happy, Right?
