Chapter 4
Mikes POV
Billie explains everything to me "and now Tré won't talk to us, he locked himself in his room. He shouldn't even be mad at me." I laugh "Billie this took two people, you were one of them...I have a hard time feeling bad for you." "What?!" "She's in a bad place right now and you took advantage of her! I'm sure if Tré had gotten to her first she would of slept with him." Billie thinks it over "yea...I guess your right." I shake my head "I'm gonna try to talk to her." I say leaving Billies side. I enter his bedroom and find Sara buried under the covers.
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Sara's POV
I hear someone come in and see its Mike. I feel him sit down on the bed, he puts his hand on my back rubbing slowly back and forth sending shivers down my spine "you wanna talk?" I sit up and push his hand off of me "you know I don't forgive you." "What did I do?" "You beat up Gerard." "Ugh so what If I hit a fag-" I stare him down "what?!" He realizes what just came out of his mouth "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that...I'm just frustrated." Neither of us talk for a few minutes after that. "Why haven't you gone to see your father in the hospital?"
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Mikes POV
She turns herself away from me to hide her tears, but I know there's lots of them. "if you must know...I don't want to see him like that...hooked up to machines and shit." Her weeps grow louder as she tries to hide the fact that she's crying. I slide behind her and put my arms around her waist, resting my head on her back.
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Trés POV
I seriously just want to die, maybe I will...I take my tie and loop it over a pipe that's on the ceiling. We never knew how the ceiling got broken and exposed it but now I guess it didn't really matter. All I knew was that it was my escape route. I pulled the chair out of the corner of my room and stood on it adjusting the tie around my neck. Once I felt ready I pushed the chair out from underneath me and in a blink I an eye everything went black
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Billies POV
I hear a loud crash from Trés room and break down his door. Tré hung himself from the pipe in his room. Holy shit! "Fuck! Tré!" Mike comes running in and helps me get him down. Sara stands in the door way balling her eyes out. I call an ambulance and they take him to the hospital, we follow the ambulance in my car. Mike sits in the back and Sara sits next to me in the passengers seat "this is all my fault."
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Sara's POV
"No it's not." Mike and Billie say at the exact same time. "It's not." Mike says rubbing my shoulder "what are you doing?" Billie says watching him through the rear view mirror. Mike pulls his hand away from me "nothing." That was weird...
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Mikes POV
Sara and I follow Tré in on a stretcher as Billie parks the car. We're stopped by doctors as we chase after the team of nurses pulling him into a room. "Stop. Let me go I want to go with him!" Sara shouts. I stop trying to fight the doctor and then pull Sara off the other one.
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Billies POV
When i enter the waiting room Sara's sitting next to Mike, staring at the floor. I sit down on the opposite side from them, she gets up and sits in the seat next to me, holding my arm with her freezing cold hand as she buries her face in my shoulder. Hours go by and no news on Tré. I'm starting to get really worried. I check my phone "9:00pm" I look at mike, he sleeping. I peek down at Sara she's sleeping too. I take my jacket, cover her with it, kiss her forehead and go to see if there's any news on Tré. I ask the nurse at the desk about him. "Oh you can go see him, he's still asleep but he's going to be okay." I sigh a sigh of relief.."he's going to be okay, that's the best thing I've heard all day."
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Sara's POV
"Sara, wake up." I open my eyes and Billie is crouched down face to face with me "Trés okay. We can go see him." I stand up and slip on his jacket, he takes my hand leading me to Trés room. As we pass the different rooms I notice my father. I let go of billies hand and walk into my fathers room "what are you doing?" "It's my father." "Oh..." Billie starts to back out of the room "no, please stay with me."
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Billies POV
I walk back in and sit in the chair on the side of her dads bed and she does the same on the opposite side, pulling her chair closer to her dads bed. She takes hold of his hand and begins to tear up. "I don't know what's gonna happen if we loose him...I know you know what that's like." We hear a knock at the door and both turn at the same time to see Frank.
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Franks POV
Fuck. What the hell is she doing here? "Why are you here?" "He's my dad too frank." Sara asks Billie to leave so we can talk, i walk in and sit on dads bed facing Sara. "Your boy toy beat up Gerard." She shakes her head "he told me, I'm sorry, and he's not my boy toy." "Really? Come on, Sara what are you really pulling on these guys?" "I'm not pulling anything on them, I just really like them." I don't get how she can like even one of them...except maybe Billie he is hot.
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Sara's POV
"Fine, lets just drop it, how have you been?" Frank says. I ignore his question "how's mom?" He gives me a smirk "I asked how you were first." "I'm terrible, okay Frank?! Is that what you wanted to hear?" Franks smirk quickly disappears and he hugs me "no of course not, what happened?" "Tré tried to hang himself." "What? Why would he do that?" "Because of me."
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Mikes POV
Tré is still sleeping, he's gonna wake up soon though according to the nurse. "Hey" Billie says sitting down next to me and handing me a coffee. "Where's Sara?" "Visiting her father with Frank." Fuck. Franks here. "How is he?" "Her dad?Okay I guess, he's still in a coma."
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Trés POV
Ugh, am I dead? I slowly open my eyes...I'm in the hospital. Shit. They saved me? Why! Why couldn't they just let me die? Everyone would be better off. I clear my throat, Mike and Billie jump out of their chairs and over to my bed side. "Your awake!" "Ill go get Sara."Billie says leaving the room. "ugh i don't want to see her." i say to Mike. Sara comes in "Your okay! -" she hugs me. "Now what the fuck were you thinking!" She says slapping my arm.
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Sara's POV
Tré shrugs his shoulders. I sit down on the bed "Billie, Mike can you leave us alone for a sec?" I ask them Billie leaves and Mike hesitates until Tré nods for him to leave. As soon as the door closes Tré starts talking "why would you do that to me?" "Why would you do THAT to us?!" I say referring to him trying to hang himself. "Because of what you did! You said you loved me then you slept with my best friend! I'm surprised you haven't gone after Mike! I mean your such a whore it's shocking." My mouth hangs open, shocked by tres view of me "that's what you think of me?" He looks away "now I do." I hop of the bed, run out of the room and then out of the hospital.
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Franks POV
I watch Sara run past the room, I chase after her but loose her at the elevator along with Billie. "Where's she going?" He asks me. I shrug my shoulders and go back to my dads room to get my jacket and gloves so I can search for her. I walk around the block a couple times, then I try the next block, and the next. By the time I get to the 5 block away from the hospital I think about turning around, that is until I hear crying coming from an ally.
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Sara's POV
Fuck Tré. Fuck everyone. "Sara." I look up, frank...of course he found me. "What?" He sits down next to me, placing his hand on my leg. "What happened?" "Life...life happened." He nods understandingly "I think its time for you to come home."
