Chapter 10
Sara's POV
I push Billie into the house "Thanks agin Jay." I yell before shutting the door. "Why would you go out with him and not tell me?" "Because he's my friend and you don't own me...your acting like a dad whose daughter just came home past curfew, seriously Billie, just relax." He agrees with me and moves face to face with me "ill relax if you can tell me nothing happened." I look into his eyes "Nothing Happened."
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Billies POV
I believe her but if I say I do we'll drop the issue, so instead I walk away leaving Sara behind me in confusion. "What?" She follows me all the way to my room"Fine! Don't believe me!" She screams as I slam my door in her face.
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Mikes POV
I poke my head out of my room "What's all the yelling about?" "Sorry Mike...Billie thinks I'm cheating on him." I move into the hallway with her and close my door behind me "are you?" "Really? You too?! Ugh No! No I'm not!" "Okay! It's just...ya know, what happened with Tré..." "How long are people gonna hold that over my head?! It just happened! I didn't want to hurt Tré as bad as I did."
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Sara's POV
Mike rubs my shoulder "I know you didn't." I push his arm away in anger and start crying when he pulls me in closer to him. He kisses my forehead a few times, then starts moving down. He kisses my cheek, and then my lips. He kisses me agin and I push him away. "I-I can't" he smiles. Billie comes out of his room "you stopped him." He says almost shocked. "Well..Yea, I'm not gonna cheat on you."
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Billies POV
I couldn't believe she stopped Mike, she actually stopped him! I love her, and she loves me. This is awesome. I really trust her now; i know she would never leave me. We go to bed and talk about her and Jay, she agrees to stay away from him. "If that's what it takes to make you believe me then ill stay away from him."
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Sara's POV
I wasn't about to stay away from Jay, I just wanted Billie to think I was so we could drop the hole issue and go to bed. In the morning I take a shower and Billie slips in with me unexpectedly. He starts kissing my neck, i want to push him away but I have to pretend everything's okay so let him keep going.
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Jays POV
I go to Billies to apologize to him about buying her the dress. Mike opens the door "is Billie here?" "Yea he's in the shower so you could just come in and wait." I walk in and sit down on the couch. Mike sits next to me watching TV. We hear moans and start getting uncomfortable, Tré comes down stairs with his headphones in blasting music "their loud aren't they." He says taking out the headphones.
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Mikes POV
This was gross, I didn't want to hear Billie doing her in the shower. I cover my ears like a child that doesn't want to hear the truth. The truth of all this was I would never have her...not after what happened last night, she made that clear.
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Sara's POV
After Billies finishes I turn off the water and get out. I dry off, dry my hair and start getting dressed to go see Jay at Gerard's house. After I finish drying my hair I hear a familiar voice downstairs, I peek downstairs and see Jay sitting with Tré and Mike. Shit, Billie can't see him.
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Jay's POV
That was really uncomfortable..Sara comes running down the stairs "what are you doing here?" "I came to apologize to Billie for interfering with your relationship." She grabs my arm and pulls me outside. "Billie can't see you, and you and I can't be around you when he's around..." "What?" "He wants me to stay away from you...but I can't, and I can't tell him that either." She starts to tear up at the thought, grabs me, and kisses me.
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Sara's POV
"I love you Jay." "I love you too." I was about to ask him the biggest favor and he probably wouldn't agree to it. "If you love me...then run away with me." "What? r-run away with you?" "Yea..I can't take it here anymore! Lets just go some where! Get away from all these people that just make life harder!" I realize how upset I am, and calm my self down. "I'm sorry."
2 YEARS LATER
Jay and I ended up running away together, we got married, had a daughter, he gave up his career and I finished collage. Our daughter is 2 years old now, we named her "Katrina" after Christina Ricci's character in "Sleepy Hollow" cause we both love that movie and I really loved the name. I thought a life with Jay would be perfect...but I do think about Billie every day, what would have happened if I stayed with him?
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Billies POV
After Sara left I ended up with Gerard. He confessed his love for me and I thought he was cute so... But I do miss Sara, I guess staying away from Jay was to much to ask of her.
As I sit writing music my phone rings. "Hello?" Nothing. "Hello?" "Billie?" "Sara?!" "Yea..hi, how have been?" I want to hang up but some part of me just can't. "Shitty to be honest." "Sorry to hear that. I'm sorry I left you. I still love you."
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Sara's POV
He starts crying and I do too. "Could we...meet up somewhere?" He wants to see me? After what I did to him? "Yea, where?" "What about the Starbucks near my house?" "Okay..ill see you tomorrow around noon." I hang up and wipe away my tears.
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Billies POV
I wait nervously at Starbucks...I can't believe she agreed to see me. She walks in and spots me right away. I stand up and hug her "it's so good to see you." "You too,Billie". We sit down and I hand her a coffee. "Thanks. So how are you?" "Okay, I guess. I'm dating Gerard now." She almost spits out her coffee but starts choking instead. She clears her throat. "Gerard Way?" I shake my head. "Oh...that's nice." "So are you still with Jay?"
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Sara's POV
I hold out my hand and show him the ring. "Oh...are you happy?" I skip that question and start talking about our daughter. "But are you happy?" "What do you think Billie?" "I think that you running away with him was the biggest mistake you ever made." "Then you would be right." It was, who was I kidding? Jay made me happy once but Billie made me happy always. We go back to his place, the guys went out to a movie so were all alone. I pull up pictures of Katrina on my phone and show them to Billie "she's beautiful, just like her mother."
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Billies POV
After I say that it's game over. We're in bed together, it feels like we're a couple agin. As she rest her head on my chest I start singing "Restless Heart Syndrome" she laughs and kisses me to make me stop. "This is so bad." "What? Us in bed together agin?" She shakes her head. "Why?" "Cause I'm married." "But it's an unhappy marriage so technically it's okay..."
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Sara's POV
I fall asleep in Billies arms, I wake up, still naked laying in bed next to him. "It wasn't a dream." I think to myself, it all seemed to perfect to be true. My phone rings, it's jay. "Where are you? Are you okay?" "I'm fine, I'm at Billies...and I think we should get a divorce." "Fine...and you can have full custody of our daughter...she's better off with you."
5 WEEKS LATER
The divorce is final, Jay is upset..I sort of am too, I loved him but I just couldn't take not being with Billie anymore. I bring Katrina to Billies, when I walk threw the door she reaches out for him and I laugh "Go see daddy." I say handing her to him. This might just be the perfect life that I was supposed to have, I couldn't ask for a better one.
THE END
