Chapter 7
Mikes POV
As I'm helping Sara walk into the hospital she pulls away from me and uncovers the dead body on the stretcher. "Oh my god, NO!" "What are you doing!" "That's my father!" I pull her towards me and hug her as she starts crying. "I'm loosing everything!" "You won't loose anyone else I promise." She pushes me away "you don't know that mike!"
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Trés POV
"Your right, he doesn't know that but we can hope he's right." I say joining the conversation. Sara walks over to me and throws her arms around me. "I'm sorry" she whispers "for everything." She starts to pull away but before she does she kisses my cheek. "I know...i love you...as a friend." She smiles and walks back over to Mike. We get a doctor and he checks out Sara just to make sure she didn't have a concussion from being hit over the head. She didn't, just a couple bruises and scratches.
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Sara's POV
The three of us wait in the waiting room anxiously for any news on Billie or Frank. "I should call Gerard..." I say leaving Mike and Trés side. I pull out my phone and notice blood on it...it makes me want to puke. I wipe it away with my sleeve and dial Gee's number. When he picks up I don't know what to say "hello?" "Hey Gee." "Sara?! Frank said you were kidnapped! Are you okay?! Where's Frank?!" I sigh "he's in the hospital."
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Gerard's POV
"Why? What happened to him?" "He got shot." She says with her voice cracking "trying to protect you..." "I know, Gerard I'm so sorry, he's going to okay though!" I hang up on her, throw my phone at the wall and start bawling my eyes out. I can't loose Frankie he's my everything.
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Sara's POV
I sit back down with Mike and Tré. I lean my head on Trés shoulder and hold his hand. I'm trying so hard not to cry even though I really need too. Tré squeezes my hand "their going to be fine." I let a couple tears escape my eyes, Tré wipes them away and kisses my forehead.
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Mikes POV
Um...this is awkward, I'm sure Trés just trying to comfort her as a friend though so...I don't know it's still weird seeing them like this after Trés suicide attempt. "Mr. Wright?" Sara and I follow Tré as he approaches the nurses desk. "You can see Mr. Armstrong now, he's awake, just a flesh wound." We all breath a sigh of relief and follow the nurse to Billies room.
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Billies POV
Oh my god....I'm still alive! Thank God. As I sit up my chest still hurts a little. Sara enters the room first, hugging the crap out of me, followed by the guys. I notice Franks missing "Where's Frank?" Sara doesn't say anything so I look to Mike and Tré. "He was shot in the stomach...we still don't know if he's okay." Mike explains.
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Gerard's POV
I pick myself up and drive to the hospital. As I walking in Sara comes running out of a room "Gerard, we don't have any news on Frank yet, why don't you come wait in Billies room with us?" I hate her so f-ing much right now but I follow her anyway.
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Mikes POV
Sara leads Gerard into the room and he sits down between Tré and me. Sara sits down on Billies bed and holds his hand "I'm so glad your okay." She says, I notice it angers Gerard. It gets later and later and there's still no news on Frank. Gerard's so worried, he eventually falls asleep along with the others. I'm the only one who can't sleep. "Mike." I hear someone whisper "Mike." Sara leaves Billies side and comes over to my chair "what?" I think she's crying but I can't tell, she just sits on my lap and hugs me.
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Sara's POV
Mike hugs me back, and kisses my cheek. "Is this about frank?" He asks. "Yea...mike, what if he's seriously hurt? I mean why is it taking so long if he's okay?" He shakes his head "I don't know." "Frank doesn't deserve to die..if anyone should die, it should be-" Mike stops me "No! Don't say that, you shouldn't think that way." "The world would be better off without me." Mike takes my hand and leads me outside of the hospital. "Look..i know how you feel, just don't do what your thinking of..please." "How did you-" he pushes me up against the building and kisses me. "The world wouldn't be better off without you."
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Mikes POV
"How did you know I wanted to kill myself?" Ugh time for a secret of mine to come out. I pull up the green day sweatband on my wrist and show her my cuts. She examines them "I was suicidal, Billie really helped me through it...he's the only one that knows, Tré doesn't even know." "Why were you so depressed?" "I didn't feel like I belonged anywhere..but Billie showed me that I do belong somewhere..in Green Day. That is my life now."
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Gerard's POV
I'm woken up by a nurse "sorry to wake you but we have news on Mr.Iero. I'm afraid he didn't make it..I'm sorry." I start crying and Tré hugs me, the nurse leaves and I throw my coffee cup at the door. Billie gets out of bed and sits next to me. "I'm so sorry Gerard."
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Sara's POV
We hear the door behind us open, Mike quickly pulls up his sweatband and moves away from me keeping his head down. Tré finds us "what are you two doing out here? He says, he looks like he's been crying."what happened?" "Frank didn't make it." Mike tries to hug me but I push him away "I told you...I told you, and you made me think he would make it!" I cry. "Sara, I'm so sorry." I push past him and Tré heading for Billies room. As I walk in Gerard sits bawling his eyes out with Billie hugging him.
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Gerard's POV
My head snaps up as I hear someone enter the room, Sara, I cant even look at her right now. "This is all your fault." I say without looking at her. She sits down next to me and tries to hug me but I pull away. "If it's anyone's fault it's my fathers...I was kidnapped cause my dad borrowed drugs from those guys and never payed them back." I don't care what the reason was, all I cared about was frank...but now he's gone.
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Trés POV
Mike goes to follow Sara but I stop him. "She won't want to see you...just give her some time to calm down." "Your right." "What were you two doing out here?" "Nothing...talking." "Just talking?" "Yea." For some reason I just can't believe him.
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Billies POV
Tré and Mike come back and sit with Gerard while Sara and I go down to the cafeteria to have some alone time. She's still crying...that's all she does lately, I hate seeing her so down. We get some coffee and sit at a table together. She leans her head on my shoulder and closes her eyes. "I'm sorry...about everything." "It's not your fault...the world just hates me." .
