Jelena

Chapter 4

I was off to my first show for my new tour, I went home and said bye to my mom and Gracie, I'm going to miss them. Brian, priscilla is travleing with me so it shouldn't be that hard. We got out of the car at LAX and Paparrzi was surrounded by us all ,but my dad help us get through the crowd. We got through secrurity and everything, I wanted starbucks so we got starbucks and I decided to go on twitter and I seen Justin posted a tweet like 1 hour ago " @Justinbieber: I just let my emotions get to me, i love her and want her to be mines."  i just ignored it and tweeted "Goodbye California hello #StarsDancetour <3 XOXO" 

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We arrived in Vancouver and I was so excited this is going to be one of my last tours for now. We got into the airport and fans where there. I decided to take pictures with them, before i left one girl grabbed my arm and whispered in my ear " I know you and Justin are going through some things, but things will get better you just have to forgive. I love you" I stopped and grabbed her and pulled her into a hug "I love you too sweetie, thank you for the advice"

We drove straight to the radio station i had an interview with

"hello we are here with Selena Gomez! How are you doing today"

I had the biggest smile on my face "Actually I'm doing great, One of my fans said something to me today that has made my day, I love them"

" That's great! So are you excited for tonight's show? I know you're ready to kick it off tonight, what are your plans?" the interview asked

" I'm just going to go out there and have fun and give everybody the best experience of their life. It's just going to be amazing" 

"Well, I hope you have fun, so Justin tweeted "I just let my emotions get to me, i love her and want her to be mines." Do you have any clue who he is talking about? We know you guys have been hanging out before you left and it seems like you was mad this morning at him"

I had no clue what to say, I just felt like crying. I knew I was going to , but i sucked it up and smiled "Umm, I actually don't it could be about me or another girl nobody knows but him, You know there comes a time in your life when everybody has their ups and downs, and this is just one of the moment"

"Ok, Well thank you for coming today !! We surly do appreciate you on giving us the snoop"

You're welcome, we walked out of the room and there was a ton of fans outside. I walked out and waved and took some pictures and left. I got into the car and started crying. Priscilla pulled me into a hug " It's going to be okay, you're going to get through this. You don't need him, you may feel the need you do but you don't you're independent!" I stopped crying and realized she is right. We arrived at the Arena to get ready for the show.

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I was backstage changing to get ready to get on the stage and perform "Love Will Remember". "Oh my i'm so nervous" I walked onto the stage and the video started playing I was standing there singing, and all the signs and emotions I started crying. After I was done, I wiped my tears and put a smile on my face and  finished the concert.

"BEST SHOW EVER!!!!!" i screamed at everybody backstage and everybody was clapping and cheering, I had the biggest smile on my face everybody could tell I was in a good mood. I was walking to my dressing room and they all screamed "NOOO"  I turned around in counfusion

"Ummm why?"

Priscilla grabbed my arm and  pulled me the other way " Lets go outside and take pictures with fans instead" 

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An hour passed and I went back inside of the arena and they all finally let me go in my dressing room. I walked in slowly and looked around and everything looked the same. I got changed and I went to go grab my flats out of the closet and I seen a bag that had " i love you" on it. I peaked into it and seen a single rose in the bag. I left the room and got onto the bus. 

I laid down on the bed and seen I had messages from Justin

Justin: Selena , please don't be mad at me I didn't mean to scare you off

Justin: I love you, this is alot on me... please i love you baby girl

Justin: Hope you had a good time tonight, i love you please message me back

Justin: goodnight sel love you

I wrote almost  5 paragraph and I deleted it because he started typing so he knew i read it. I just responded " Delete my number, we're done. goodbye" After that i blocked his number and deleted all our messages and everything. I closed my eyes and fell asleep

ok !!! Don't kill me i know i haven't updated in forever !! i'm so sorry. I have work and school now so a lot is on my plate. I hope you liked this chapter it was kinda boring... but next chapter will be more drama trust me ;) ok 7 VOTES FOR ANOTHER UPDATE .. love you xoxo