Playing With Fire

Terrence , Im Sorry!

Taraji

Friday
1:34pm

I fixed my hair in the mirror and looked over my outfit. I was going to find Terrence today.
I had an idea of where he was and I was going to take that drive to get him.

I didn't have much time left so I atleast wanted to have a nice weekend with him. I missed him like crazy.

I know what Drake means now, I really hate sleeping alone. Not being able to lay next to him was burning me up. I loved waking up in his warm embrace and falling asleep that way.

I needed him to forgive me. I was still waiting for a good time to tell him about the baby but putting this on his plate as well as everything else I feel like it would only add more stress. So I decided I was going to keep it to myself until things settled.

Ever since my suspension with Mira stalking me I was beginning to believe it wasn't her because everything stopped. But I could be wrong, I still was going to watch my back and double up on security.

Now I can hold my own don't get me wrong I can beat a bitch ass in a heartbeat but I needed to be on full alert.

I grabbed my car keys and headed out the door.

I drove to the hilltop he took me the first night we officially went out. This was his getaway and if he wasn't here then I would have to go back to his apartment.

I parked my car by the trail. I fixed my lipgloss and got out of my Beamer. I saw him sitting on his drop top Porsche. He was smoking underneath a tree playing the guitar. I smiled enjoying the sound as I came closer from behind him.

"I knew I would find you out here."I called out to him. He stopped his strumming on the instrument. He turned his head and looked my way then turned back around.

I rubbed my shoulder nervously and walked over to where he was.

He sat in front of me his hair had grown out even more and his goatee was more defined. He looked like he was starting to put twist in his hair from how long it gotten.

"How did you know I would be here?"He asked annoyed ,flicking ashes from the rello. I stepped back some more.

"I just knew you would be here , this is the spot where we had our first day and I mean come on look at the view. Can we talk please."I asked hopefully. I chuckled a little but his jawline stayed tight not saying a word. He folded his arms and cut his eyes at me letting the smoke leave his nostrils.

"Taraji I don't-"He began but I cut him off.

"I'm sorry okay and I know sorry isn't gonna stop you from hurting trust me I know , when I swabbed Q it was because I was being selfish I wanted Mira gone at my own pace. I knew how much you loved Q and Terrence believe me you will be a dad again I just couldn't have you go through this."I said to him I grabbed his hand softly. I felt him grip it lightly.

"Taraji you don't understand the meaning of just leaving shit alone that's your problem!"He said raising his voice a little. I looked down and I nodded.

I shouldn't have even came out here. I knew he would be stubborn and not forgive me at all. I was about to leave but then he lifted my chin.

"But if it wasn't for you , I would have never known and your right I needed to know."He said looking me in the eyes.

"Forgive me? , I know I crossed the line. Tee I'm sorry "I added.He got up from the car and stood in front of me. He grabbed my hand.

"I forgive you Taraji."He said kissing the top of my forehead. I bit my bottom lip. I looked over at his acoustic guitar and pointed to it.