I'm just so done right now....I hate school, everyone just uses me all the time...that's why I told my mom I didn't feel good. She just told me to feel better and she would be home around 7. I spent the whole day trying to keep my razor in its place...my pad bag. But it's now 2:30 and it's gotten the best of me, I guess it doesn't help that I've been looking at all the scars on my arms and legs, both old and new...so now here I am sitting on my bathroom floor cutting lines up my arms...I don't even care who hears or sees. It's a good thing no ones home...Luke, ash and the boys are recording today so they won't be home for a while....
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OMG I didn't mean to cut that deep...there's so much blood, now I really don't feel good..I'm getting so dizzy...and just like that I was out
Ash's pov
I heard Bree wasn't feeling good so I decided to drop by and see how she's feeling...I opened the door and called for her but I got no answer. I figured she was sleeping so I went upstairs to her room...I got to her room but I didn't see her there, that's when I saw the bathroom door was closed a little and the light was on... My worst fear came true, there she was on the ground bleeding from cuts. "Hey ash how's Bree?" Michael called from downstairs...I almost forgot he was here. "CALL AN AMBULANCE" I yelled.....the ambulance came and took her to the hospital in about 10 minutes behind...I followed behind with Michael and drove as fast as I could... When we got there she was in critical condition, lost too much blood...I called Luke and he picked up on the 3rd ring.." Yea what's up mate" he said..." You and calum need to come to the hospital, Bree is hurt" I said frantically.." I'll be right there he said and hung up right away...
Calums pov-
Luke was freaking out while he was driving and I didn't know why he didn't tell me anything or where we were going...but I just kept my mouth shut and let him drive.. We got to the hospital and immediately thought about Bree...when we first started dating she told me about her cutting problem but I thought she was working on it....I love her and I can't lose her...we got to the waiting room and saw the rest of the guys there..." She's okay" ash said with so much relief... At least I knew she was ok.. A nurse came by and said that we could go in one at a time but to give her rest so the boys let me go first..." Hey baby, I know your sleeping right now and probably can't hear me...but I need you, everybody needs you...plz don't give up on my just yet, I know schools hard and life in general is gonna have its ups and downs...but we can get through this okay?...I love you babes" I said walking out the door.. Then it was lukes turn .
Lukes pov
I walked in and saw my baby sister hooked up to a whole bunch of machines...that's when I started crying.." I'm so sorry sweetie I didn't even know this stuff was going on...plz just work with me okay?" I said not wanting to utter hot her sleep..." I will Luke I heard her whisper quietly"...at that moment nothing else mattered, just the fact that she was okay..I knew there needed to be a lot of work done but I know she can do it...all the boys came in and started to hug her and tell her they were glad she was okay...
Bree's pov 2 months later Ever since that day I have been clean and tbh it hasn't been easy but I'm getting the help I need and I'm much happier now...I couldn't have done it without the boys..they make me who I am today and just for that I love them all
An Hey I know it wasn't exactly what you wanted and I'm sorry...I'm not exactly good at ending stuff like this because y'know I don't have my happy ending yet This is kinda a triggering chapter so I'm sorry if it triggered you I just wanna say I've been 2 days clean and even tho it's been hard I think I can do it...I mean probably not but maybe...anyways I hoped you enjoyed it anyways even tho it kinda was shit
