The lights flashed and they were blinding. Questions were thrown out and trying to shouting over the next one and it didn't seem like anyone was taking her feeling into consideration at this time, or the kids who were following behind her to the cars/ . She was used to the attention only when her husband was with her, he was the famous one well she was the stay at home wife that travelled with him every where he went. every set, every premier, every red carpet event. Now she was here trying to walk to her car with her five kids and their nanny on her trail. In all her kids were well adjusted to this too but they didn't feel like the flashing was worth all this drama either, not considering where they had to go right now. Hers and Tom's oldest, Liam 12, was carrying their third youngest, Tom Jr, 3. She had the baby, Valkyrie, 6 months, in her car seats with the sun shield down. They were put in the car in the back well she hopped in the family car, the jeep, with Liam and Juliet, 7.
She and Tom knew they were going far after they had their third child but they thought one more. What they didn't expect was for her to get pregnant when she did cause they weren't trying yet. So four kids were enough they said. He was super happy with her. Now (Y/N) had her four kids to raise without the help of her husband who she got word had a accident on the movie set he was at. The one day she didn't go with him right away and he had died. He was doing his own stunts like he wanted and the line holding him snapped and he fell three stories and landed in his head. Breaking his skull open and snapping his spine. Liam knew what happened but the other two were to young to be given any details and she was able to get them to stop asking questions when she told them daddy 'Went away' like grandpa James. Juliet knew that her father was dead but she didn't say nothing, in fact she hadn't talked since she was told her father 'went away' Liam had been just as quiet but he talked to his younger brother who seemed to cling to him more than usual, like her understood something was wrong but didn't know what.
"Okay, we're gonna walk into the church and then leave, we don't have to stay and we wont unless you want to." She told them, not really expecting a reply from these two.
Liam was looking out the window as the world past by them, he had his arm around his sister who had pulled him to the back with her. Juliet was cuddled to him and crying silently again as she did the same thing as her older brother. The world seemed to just pass by them as they drove on and they both were waiting to wake up. Liam had been having nightmares and that usually ended up with him in his parents room on the bed along with Juliet who automatically went to the room to lay down where her daddy slept. (Y/N) had made it a habit to spray his Cologne on the bed so hos fragrance lingered there. (Y/N) had spent the best part of this week in tears and avoiding the world when she could cause it was to much to be out there with the world wanting to talk to her about what happened. Jr had spent his time with her so she had to try to not cry when she had him, that was her light. him and Juliet wanting to be held all the time kept her mind from the pain as she had to learn to hold the two and function around the house. The kids were not going to school, they had their work brought home to them and for now (Y/N) had decided to home school them.
The church came into view, the family were outside waiting and when they seen the cars, they helped with the kids. ushering the family inside and blocking the photographers from snapping photo's of them. BenedictCumberbatch being one person who yelled and cussed them out well Sophie took hold of Juliet who was trying to cling to her godfather. Valkwas now in her mother's hip looking around at everyone well Liam held on to Jr who was clinging to his brother the best he could as he seen all the people around them now looking. The Hemsworth's were there too at the front with their children who smiled up at Jr and tried to get him to play with them. Soon services started, her older kids took refuge in their many aunts and uncles they made over their lives from their father's set families Juliet clung to Benedict who held onto her and had even taken her outside when she became hysterical. Liam had been sitting next to ChrisHemsworth and talking to Elsa. He hadn't really said anything to anyone but Jr and here he was talking opening with his god parents. Jr was with Emma and Diana next to her and Valkyrie. Well this all was going on, she was listening to the stories, the love everyone had for Tom.
She had felt his presence with her and the kids, at night she could swear she could hear him coming into the house and trying to be quiet like he did when he came home late. When she would cook, she would automatically smack at the mixing bowls cause she was use to Tom trying to sneak a taste. She had spent time baking like crazy, cooking always helped calm her nerves and her kids were more than happy to have sweets. When she would mix everything up and get the cake plate tray she would swear she would hear Tom laughing lightly behind her to get a piece. She had even turned in bed when the kids jumped in with her, she would think it was Tom and she would be ready to till him of the nightmare she had of his death but she would come face to face with the kids.
Now she would never see him again, never feel his touch, hear his voice, feel his lips on her forehead when he would wake her up. (Y/N) broke down, getting up and running outside after handing the baby off to Diana and trying to hold back the loud sobbing that was about to erupt. She thought she was dried out in tears but now she knew this was the thing that broke the camels back. She ran through the back of the church cemetery and ended up on a hill over looking the field of tomb stones. She sat down and pulled her knees up to her face and smoothed the loose fitting dress over her knees and sobbed. Why'd he have to take up this role? Why'd he get so excited for this role when there was so many others that seemed more calm and less action-y. She felt a hand on her shoulder and jumped, looking up and didn't see no one there but the hand was still there on her shoulder, comforting her. Tom.
"Oh Tom please tell me this was a lie. Please tell me this whole thing was a lie. Please don't leave me. Please Tom I love you so much and I don't want to lose you. I can't live without you and I need you in my life. Please don't go...... I need you." She spoke out as the hand pressure slowly faded out.
"I love you."
I'm sorry it is bad. I got this idea and wrote it real fast and cried..... Alot.
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Tom Hiddleston One-shots
FanfictionMy own collections of Tom one-shots from either personal things I have been through that I wish someone would do for me or random things I came up with.