he isn't the same one anymore

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Don't know if that will be sad for you!
But I mean for me it kind of is..
Hope you'll like it.

Your P.O.V

"You!..fuck you!" I shouted at my phone.
It isn't working..
I love my iPhone but ! Why !! What did I do!!

"Y/N!- everythings? Okay?" Brooklyn asked.

He is my boyfriend ! And we're gonna be together for 4 years in 1 week.

"Yep.. just my phone" I smiled at him . He walked to my bed were I was sitting and kissed me.
"I fucking missed you" he said .
I smiled at him" well I know" he rolled his eyes at me.
"Don't you roll your eyes at me.. if you want that " pointing at my face "beautiful face to see" okay yes I may me..
Cocky ?

"Well let me kiss it" he said and kissed me on the forehead and at my cheeks and then at my lips.

"What you doing today?" He asked me.
I looked at him shocked.
We are going to watch a movie forgot ?

"Is it okay if I go out with friends?" He asked.

He forgot!!

"Uh.. you know that we're gonna watch a movie tonight .. forgot?" He looked confused.
"No.. I didn't even know" I told him yesterday.

We were in the kitchen and I told him.
Oh yes... He was on his phone talking to someone and laughing.

"You know what .. don't matter anymore.
You never habe time for me anyway" I mumbled the last thing so he couldn't hear me.

"Well if it doesn't matter then .. I will is that okay with you?" He asked.
"Yea do what you want to do" I put my Fake smile on

"That's why I love you" he gave me a peck.
That's why he loves me.. aha.

He walked out of my room.

I grabbed my laptop and opened my Instagram.

Brooklyn posted a video.

1 hour ago. Before he came in my room

He was with some friends on a party.

He wrote 'best night with my guys'

He's always with his friends .
The last 6 months were horrible.
He started to give his time to some friends. He never calls me just if he wants to say goodnight or if his parents are going to visit us.
Some meals and shit like that.

He makes me angry but sad too.
I'm not a jealous girl.
No.. it makes me sad that he likes to hang up with his friends including girls than to do something with me.

I talk to Libby and she doesn't like the new Brooklyn..

"Why do I still love him?.. bc he is my life. But I'm not his" I said to myself.

A tear slipped Down

Why did we end up like that.

Okay I hide the sadness.
He doenst need to know.

"Hey- Y/N?" Libby came in.
"Hey Libs" I hugged her.
"Is everything o-okay?" She was worried I could hear that.
"Yes.. just Brooklyn" I didn't want to talk right now.

"Oh.. I'm sorry. Do you still love him?" She asked me.
"Yes I love him so much ! I would do everything to get him back" Libby was holding me tigh

That's what I need right now!

"You need to talk to him..and don't! You need okay" she said.
"what if he thinks that I'm crazy .
'Cause I say that" I looked at her
"He won't" she said .

......

We watched some movies but Libby had to leave.

Brooklyn didn't call me once.. typically.

I was eating a sandwich when I heard the door open.

"Hey babe" it was Brooklyn.
"Hey Brooklyn" I smiled at him.
"How was it?" I asked him.
"Awesome!." He smiled .
"That makes me happy" I stood up to wash my hands.

I grabbed the dirty dishes and washed them.
"Hey Y/N. Is it okay if I go eat some pizza with Jack ,Sophie and Jamie"

I can't hold it anymore.

"Why do you even ask" I looked at him.
He laughed "well why not? I mean you're my girlfriend" he said.
"It doesn't seem like it" I said .
"Wha-what do you mean?" He asked .. He looked at me confused.
"Brooklyn .. you don't even have time for your Girlfriend" I grabbed a towel .
"You don't even have time to call your girlfriend" he laughed at me.
"Youre stupid" he still is laughing.
"Youre sure that you're not the stupid one?" I asked with a serious voice.
"What?!" He asked angry
"It's like you don't love me anymore Brooklyn!. You don't even care for me... You never have time for me... Never.. just your friends.. well who knows you maybe fuck with girls too" I'm trying to hold my tears.

"Dont say that" Brooklyn said. He walked to me and hugged me.
"Please don't say that" that's it .. I'm crying.
"Dont cry. Please.. don't" he said .
"I fucking love you okay! And yes I am an asshole... Fuck I was so stupid.
I'm so sorry. I don't even know why I did that... I didn't realize how broken my girlfriend was.. how I broke our promises.
I'm a jerk a fucktard ... God I don't deserve you okay! I don't!! Please forgive me.
Please ...I don't want to see you like that."

I let go and looked deep in his eyes.

"Brooklyn.. promise me.. that you will have time for your Girlfriend"

"I promise.. I love you Y/N" I kissed him.

He didn't let go... I was his.. and he was mine..

He kissed the life out of me.
As if he never wanted to let me go.
Never

And I know that he will change..
I know it... He loves me as much as I do.

I love that boy so much! So much that you can't even imagine it.

He gives me life...

...........

Panda panda panda panda panda rahhh !!! I got broads in Atlanta..
Just kidding..how y'all doin'

Fine... I know...

Bruh I hope you liked this one.


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