Brooklyn Beckham Imagines

breaking up ? p.2

Brooklyn's P.O.V.

3 weeks since we broke up and I still haven't been out of my room.
There is this hole on my wall from the night we have broken up. Okay the night she broke up.

I'm sure I have red eyes and puffy ones.
No I mean it's all my fault.

And yes. I have been cheating on her.
For almost 1 month.

You don't know what you got till it's gone.

I love her. And yes I am a asshole.
And I would have never cried for someone else except of Y/N.
Or my family.

I haven't been eating that much. I have still some plates from the last days.
One bite and that's it.

I have the drinks lying on the ground.
The liquid.

It kills me. I want her back. She was mine! And I broke everything. She loved me! She trusted me. She has been believing all my lies and forgave me every time.
I wanted her to leave me

But no! That was so stupid! That was the dumbest Thing a human could do.

Why did I do that? I have been calling her and texting her like every time.
She doesn't even answer them.

That girl I have been cheating with on Y/N is trying to get to me.
But I won't do the same mistake even though Y/N left.

I'm happy that she did but then again I'm not.
I just want to go back to the relationship that we had and loved. We're we didn't give two shits about other people.
The nights we have been spending together and the laughs.
everything! I want her !

just her. I hate it . I hate myself for doing that.
And she probably doesn't even know about me cheating on her for almost 1 month.

She deserves better.

I'm Stupid. Me thinking that a Star can do whatever he wants to do.
He can break heart whenever he wants.

But Y/N's? No! She didn't do anything. Except of sitting in her room and trusting me.
Worrying about me.
Crying .
Freaking out.
Believing me.
Feeling lonely.
Feeling left alone.

"Brooklyn. Please come out" mom said pleading.
"Mom. Please just leave me" I said in a emotionless voice.
"Brooklyn. If you want her back. Why wont you fight for her?" She asked "mom there is nothing to fight for. I cheated on her and even left herm I broke her heart. And I wanted to break it.
She was trusting me all the time and I was cheating in her and she didn't even know it! Hell she probably still doesn't"
That's when tears came out again.

"Brooklyn. You will move on"
I just laughed bitterly.
"I won't. Never will and don't want to"
She sighed and then I heard her walking away.

Goodnight lonely life.....

....

I woke up from a noise downstairs.
I opened my door slowly.
And heard voices.
One was my favorite.

Y/N...

I heard them saying something like "I just don't know what to do. He broke me Victoria"
Okay that's her.

Then mom said "He has been locking himself in his room since the night you broke up. He even has this big hole on his wall. I hear his quiet Cries in the night or when he mumbles sorry every time and says your name. He loves you Y/N"
"Vic. How can I trust him again? I don't even know why he was acting like this"
"He has been cheating on you for almost 1* month"
I heard my mom mumbling.

"H-he what?" Y/N asked shocked "He cheated on you!" Vic said a bit louder .
Y/N was shaking and trying to breath.

"Hey! Y/N calm down princess . I understand that you can't trust him anymore or forgive him. But I want you to talk to him and just fix him up. Then tell him that he doesn't have to worry about you.
Just tell him something that will fix him"
"Okay" Y/N said.
I walked to my room and waited for Y/N to come in.

Mom wants her to fix me? What then? Leave me and make everything worse

"Brooklyn I'm coming in"
She opened the door slowly.
She was still looking beautiful.
But sick too. She looks pale and I know why. And who the idiot was.

"Brooklyn.."
I cut her off "Y/N if you want to tell me that everything's going to be okay then please let it be. It won't help"
I tried to hold the tears that are forming.
"Brooklyn. I can't just come and forgive you and say everything's okay because that'll never be like this"

True.

"Y/N I miss you. I want you back so badly. Please. Just hear me out okay.
I don't expect you too forgive me because I know that you lost the trust in me.
I just want you to know that I always loved you.
But I never deserved you! Still don't.
You're just to heartily and you are the sweetest and nicest person who ever existed.
I'm a idiot who can't see what he got.
I had a Present of God.
You.
You were my sunshine. You lightened me up every time you smiled.
You would always trust me and believe me.
And you deserve a person who won't lie to you.
I wish j was that person .
I wish to God I was. But I'm a asshole. Deep in my heart is a piece of trustworthiness but I don't use it because I'm a asshole. I love you Y/N.
More than anyone.
More than I ever loved anyone okay!
I don't want you crying over me.
No. I'm not worth your tears"
I was sobbing.

I looked up to See Y/N crying.
"I love you. Never stopped. I will give you a second chance. But If you ruin it I will leave you forever."
"I would never do a stupid mistake like last time."
Then I kissed her.

Her soft warm lips on mine.

And now I know that I was not lonely anymore

Never will be.

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That one was so bad I know.
I'm so sorry.

Ughh. And the last one too. The last Imagine.