Depression/suicidal~quotes

Bullies

You are the ones that hurt me
You are the ones that bring me damage You don't care how I feel you just care how I'm in pain you care that I feel useless but instead of helping you laugh, you laugh and point at me on the ground You laugh at me when I'm crying You laugh at me when all I feel is pain and suffering but you still don't care You used to be someone I knew in school when we were little I used to have eyes that had a small sparkle but now my eyes are dull because of you I fake a smile so people think I'm ok but I'm not You make me feel like this you make me want to die I'm still here but you are making it hard for me to want to be here in this world when I'm so close to you Do I really make you that happy when I'm hurt maybe if you got to know me you'd like me but you rather see me in pain to give me a chance... What did I do to deserve this I thought I was a nice person but I guess I'm not you made me realize that I'm stupid, useless, hopeless, worthless, ugly, and most of all that I don't deserve my happiness my happiness is gone because of you my happiness disappeared but I still have sadness so that's ok if you knew what happens to me when I'm alone and I think about what you say you might actually stop you might feel bad that you scared me but that is a long shot right I mean who feels bad for me I'm not worth that care but it's ok I mean I already accepted who I am now I'm not going to have a sparkle in my eyes I'm not going to have a real smile I'm not going to have a real laugh I'm just sad but maybe one day my happiness will come back to me maybe it won't be until a few years but I look forward to that day... I'm not going to die not yet I'm sorry I'm weak and I can't defend myself I want to sometimes I might try but I just can't complete the tasks of being strong so bullies you made me think like this you made me want to be hurt you made me suffer I hope you are happy.
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