The next time Jungkook was aroused from his deep slumber, the rest of BTS were in the small, cramped hospital room with him.
His eyes slowly fluttered open, and he began coughing. This alerted the group that he was awake.
"Jungkook!" Jin screeched, falling off his chair before running over. The next to come over was Namjoon, putting Jungkook into
a bone crushing hug.
"Can't... Breathe-" Jungkook wheezed out, Yoongi noticed and slapped his dongsaeng's arms away from the maknae.
"I think we need a serious chat." Namjoon said to Jungkook, a hint of worry glinting in his eyes. Jungkook gulped,
he knew he would have to have this chat sooner or later, but he opted for later.
"Y-Yes hyung." He stuttered, clearly showing his fear.
"We don't need to right now, all I want you to focus on is getting better." Hoseok piped in.
"O-Of course hyung." Jungkook whispered.
--
After the 6 left, probably to go back the the dorm he presumed, Jungkook finally looked around. He realised something.
They had taken EVERYTHING sharp out of the room. Jungkook sighed and looked down at his bandadged arms.
Tears began making their way down his face. He hated for making everyone worry, and he hated himself for doing this to them.
He laid down and tried covering his sobs. Finally, he drifted off to sleep.
--
The rest of the band, which were now in their living room back at the dorm, began conversing aboiut Jungkook.
"We have to make a plan, Namjoon, being the leader, began.
"The number one priority is to make sure Jungkook feels safe here." Hoseok said.
"I don't know about everyone else, but i'm going to begin removing all sharp things." Yoongi got up and left the room.
"We have to support his recovery," Jimin choked, they knew out of all of them, Jimin was the most sensitive to this kind of
thing, because when he was younger, his best friend had comitted suicide.
"Alright let's begin.." Jin said.
--
Later, they had gone back to the hospital to find Jungkook was fully awake.
"Hyungs!" He greeted, with a fake smile, holding back tears.
"Jungkookie!" Hoseok greeted warmly.
Finally, the two '95 liners talked.
"Hey Kookie!" Taehyung grinned.
"Hey Jungkookie!" Jimin smiled, not as fully though.
"Is something wrong?" Yoongi said to Jimin, putting a hand onto his shoulder. Jimin shook it off and ran out of the room.
"I'll go get him." Jin said, running after Jimin.
--
Jin found Jimin leaning against a wall, his body racking with every sob he emitted.
"Hyung.." He choked out, latching onto Jin.
"Shh, it's okay." Jin soothed, rubbing Jimin's back.
"I-I just don't want Jungkook to do the same thing t-that Jongin did..." Jimin cried out.
"I know I know, you can't blame yourself for that.."
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Golden {A BTS Fan-fiction}
FanfictionJungkook has always felt insecure and inadequate compared to the rest of the band. So, when his manager tells him to lose some weight, it's the last little push that sends him spiraling into a pool self destruction. He no longer sees himself as the...
