Tamika
I know i might not have the most perfect relationship but that don't stop me from being in love. I have been judged by alot of people and i have learnt to just fuck em ' and move on cause i aint got time for bitches telling me how to run my life when i have raised a child on my own that has turned out to be a really good kid and i have a abusive boyfriend but he still love's me and that's all that counts really.
" Yo Tamika come here " jay yells out from the living room
" Yeah what "
" Baby im so sorry about the way i acted i was just so embaressed by what you done , yelling at me like that infront of ma boys wasn't cool i was gonna clean up. Just in my own time " isiah said to me grabbing my ass , i knew he was talking smack he says the same olde thing everytime he does something wrong just because he feels guilty
" Yeah okay "
i said then walked out into our room and got changed into my black and blue booty shorts and my black belly hight boob tube and turned the music up really loud lucky my son Antwon wasn't home he was at his grandmas so i was free to party. One of my faviourite song was playing on the radio. ' Bump n Grind ' by Rkelly. I just felt like getting so drunk and just forgeting about everything just for one night i started grinding and dancing like a hoe then the chorus came on and Jay walked in singing
" I don't see nothing wrong with a little bump n grind "
" Haha oh my god baby what are you doing ? " i said laughing at his stupid dance he was doing
" Girl don't hate , you know i can dance "
" Aha sure baby whatever you say boo "
" Now won't come over here and show me how you wanna re-pay me for that sexy dance i just done for you "
" haha okay baby , i feel you "
i started grinding up on him and shakeing my ass in the air up and down , round and around.
" Mmmmm... That's what im talking about " he said kissing me passionately
We have good time's me and Jay we just got to learn to agree with each other , and try not letting anger take us over. But even at the worst time's he's allways there to cheer me up make me happy i don't just love him as my fiance but i love him also as a person , i have a beautifull son to him and another son on the way that i have not told him about yet
"Mhm baby were having another boy "
" Aww okay that's cool , a baby brother for Antwon to play with "
" Yeah i wanted to tell u sooner i just haven't got around to it sorry baby "
" Aight nah it's cool "
Thank god i thought he was gonna get mad at me for not telling him sooner , i just hope god gave me the right decision giveing me another child. But no matter how much shit happens ill allways put my kids first and i am a good mother , and allways will be
