5 months later...
It's been two months since isiahs funeral , i got my own house and dropped out a school but currently been working in a cafe since im gonna be having baby Heavenly soon. I am due next month sometime and im so excited , i miss isiah so much and this baby is gonna remind me so much of him. I'm just sad Heavenly won't have a father but she has my brothers and all so they could be a father figure for her. I've been so miserable lately and it was my birthday last month all i did was stay at home by myself and watch T.V my family and friends wanted to celebrate i just wasn't in the mood and they know not to bother me when i aint in the mood to do something. I know i've been pushing my friends and family away i just don't want people around me for a while but i have decided to be the bigger man or in my case bigger woman to take a step forward and make the first move so im gonna go by my family house today without notice im just gonna roll up there like nothing. So to start off the morning i went downstairs and made me a banana berry smoothie and watched a bit of T.V then went to take a long ass shower to kill some time. I was getting hot and tierd so i got out and tied my long hair into a messy bun then got into some black nike sweatpants a creme coloured tank top then went downstairs to get my purse and keys off the bench then jumped into my black mercedez benz i struggle to walk im getting so big i pretty much wobble everywhere i must look so weird ( LOL ) . I pulled into the drive way of my moms and got out locking the door behind me and wobbling to the front door just when i was going to knock my mom opens the door.
" Renae darling " She said with tears rolling down her cheek then grabbing me and hugging me tightly.
" Hey mamma " i said hugging her back
" We missed you , and we were so worried come in your brothers and sisters have been waiting on you "
I walked in and the smell of wees hit my nose and the first thing i seen was this guy he was so sexy he had on a black shirt some blue polo shorts and had tattoos all over his arms and had one just above his eyebrow he looked quiet tall to i wondered who he was he was smoking with James and Kyle.
" Hey sis daaaamn you look g-oo "
I straight cut his ass off
" Boy shut the fuck up i know im big okae ? haha naw how ya'll been " i said kissing them both on the cheek
" We good how are you " Kyle said
" I'm good where K and Amber ? "
" They out back " he said pointing to the back of the house
" Aigh " The whole time on the corner of my eye i noticed this mystery guy staring up a storm on me i tried not to make eye contact with him.
" Oh hold up sis come back " James said waving his hand towards him
" Yeah what ? " i said standing in front of him
" This my man Cairo " he said introducing us
" Wassup im Cairo " he said nodding his head then licking his bottom lip , i swear his voice is amazingly SEXY it's so deep and urgh sexy !
" Uh hey im Renae " I said then walked away to see my sisters.
" Hey baby ! " My two sisters said running up to me then hugging the shit out a me
" Hey sisters , i missed ya'll so much "
" We did to oh my god renae look at your tummy ngaw my babys up in there " Kimberly said rubbing my tummy
" Haa yeah , let's go out and do something tonight , like ? "
" Like get our hair and nails done then we'll go get some dinner at some rich ass restaurant " Amber suggested
" Okay " me and kimberly both said in agreement.
