Tamika
I just got home from picking up my son Antwon from school. And as i walked in i saw Jay and 4 of his boys sitting around the lounge playing xbox 360. When i left him a note this morning before i went to work and a text message reminding him to do his damn dishes from the feast him and his boys had lastnight and i was in no good mood either so i wasn't gonna let this pass.
" Oh hey baby " He said while still staring at the TV.
" Don't you hey baby me i told u Jay to please at least clean up your mess from lastnight im pregnant, working, and taking Antwon to school everyday and all i ask you is to clean up after yourself "
He just ignored me and laughed
" Jay im talking to you, are you hearing me ? "
He was still ignoring me
" Jaaaaaaay! "i screamed
" Bitch get the fuck out my face and calm yo hoe ass down " He said.
" Fuck you Jay i asked you for one thing! One thing! and you can't even do that !" I yelled making all his friends stoop and stare.
" I said get the fuck out my face u hoe!" he stood up and pushed me into the wall "
" Yo man i don't think you should be smacking around your girl when she pregnant " Isiahs friend commented.
" Look bro it's best if you let me deal with my own shit aight? im gonna need ya'll to get going i got a clean up "
" Aight see you later then " They all left and as soon they walked out Jay started yelling.
" Don't you ever fucking disrespect me like that ever again ! " He yelled while standing over me holding my arms down.
" Fuck you Jay don't you ever touch me again "
"Daddy don't hit mommy please" Antwon cried.
"Get in the room Antwon now" Jay commanded.
" Don't tell my son what to do get the fuck off me "
" Your son huh? oh your son? you stupid fucken hoe so he aint mine now after 5 years he aint mine? you know what fuck you ! "
He said smacking my head into the wall causing it to make a hole and the wall crack , Yeah Jay is abusive lazy and a drug addict but he's a thug what do you expect. He was once a gentleman till i got to know him better , then started to show his true colours. But also i can't leave him because i love him and he's the only one i got right now. All my friends are aware of the situation and they wanna help but i never let them in because i don't want people judging my relationships and telling me how to run it. I just have to start remembering that Jay has a mental problem and i shouldn't be all up in his face like that. So it's almost like i bring the shit on to myself instead of him.
