Hatred.

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I hated myself. I hated everything about myself. My hair, I couldn't dye it because I was 15 and my mom's a bitch. My eyes, they were boring brown. My lips, they were too small. My chin, it stuck out too much. My stomach, I was fat and there were stretch marks everywhere. My legs, (mostly thighs) they were too big and unflattering. My butt, I had none. My forehead, it was too big. My teeth, they weren't straight and were tinted yellow dispite the fact I brushed them twice daily as recommended. My feet, they were abnormally large for a 15 year old girl. Everything, just everything. I hated all of me. I wanted to end it. My life.

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