It was finally the weekend, and I didn't have anything to do. I grabbed my cellphone off of the nightstand and texted Melanie.
To Mel: You got any plans going on today? 👀 -11:23
From Mel: Nah, but we can easily make some. -11:25
To Mel: Let's go to the mall.. -11:25
From Mel: Alright, I'll meet you at Lenox at 12:30 by the food court. -11:26
To Mel: Okay, see you then. -11:27
I got up out of my bed, and made my way to the bathroom. I stripped out of my pajamas and put them inside of the hamper. I put on my shower cap and stepped inside of the bathtub. I turned on the water as I grabbed my loofa and filled it with body wash. I began to scrub myself as I thought about this past week.
"Maybe I should hit that nigga up." I mumbled to myself, referring to Trent.
I began to think about my math teacher. My mind drifted to what happened yesterday as I cleansed my lower half with Vagasil. The thought of me not being able to control myself when he was in my presence was mind blowing... He's not even that cute.
I'm lying like shit, but seriously. I don't like how I threw myself at him, but then again, I've been like this since the first day of school. But that's the problem with me, I don't really think before I do things, I just do it... Then later, I think about the things that I have done. So even if I try to control myself, I can't... my mind won't let me.
And then four pairs of lips on mine in a week? I feel like a whore right about now. And I'm actually starting to think about apologizing to Mr. AssCrack, because what I did was really out of line. I'm wrecking his home by throwing myself at him, and my conscience is eating me alive. As for Vonte, I'm still going to ignore the shit out of him, after thinking about everything, I really think that we would've been better off as friends, but he kind of crossed the line. And I also think that I'm going to call Trent later. He's so beautiful.
I turned off the shower and got out of the tub as I dried myself in my blue towel. I put my feet inside of my slippers, and made my way out of the bathroom. I got dressed and beat my face and looked at my face in the mirror and did a smile.
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I texted Melanie and told her that I was on my way. I grabbed my keys and made my way towards the front door. I opened it and stepped out and closed it back again. Once I locked the front door I unlocked my car and got into the drivers seat. I sat my bag on the passenger seat and started up my car. I backed out of the driveway and drove to Lenox Square. Once I got there, I made sure I parked in a spot close to the entrance. I got out of my car and made sure to lock it. I made my way into the mall and walked to the foodcourt.
To Mel: Where are you? -12:42
From Mel: By McDonald's. -12:42
My eyes roamed to McDonald's and I spotted her. Once I made my way over there I hugger her.
