When I was like.... Pfft 10. I was thinking suicidal thoughts.. I know 'too early to think that, Caelyn!!' I know! Well I understand too young for a child to think that but that is the way I am! Sorreh peeplez! Well I just have a lot of pressure, Depression and a LOT of stress I mean A LOT!!
When I turned 11 this is where it go serious.... I Cut myself.... And well... Almost committed suicide. Yea I know SUICIDEEEEEE!!!
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I do think that a LOT! Like almost 2-3 times a month. Yep crazy right? I'm like insane. Insane, insane. Like I need to be put into an asylum... Yep... I bang my head against the wall hard until it bruises very bad or bleeds. I scream and cry so hard every night. My life sucks ass! (Sorry young ones excuse my language!!😢😔;~;)
Plus I cut myself with 5-6 inch knives, scissors, and Pins... Yea And I cut deep. Guys don't worry I will be fine. I promise *sweating* Ok maybe not but. Hey, you guys can cheer me up yes????? Maybe??????? No????? Comment! Please! Because I need the support. Thank you guys! I like yoouuuuuuu!!!!! YAYZ!!!
Here's a pic of my cuts;
Yea so there ya go! Don't get all 'MEYYHHHH AHHHHHHEEEHHHHH'. Crazy all day stuff so yea the next chapter is why I think suicidal thoughts!! It'll be published tomorrow! Or maybe todayyyyy~~~~ 😉😉😉😉😉 HA! I like you guys!! You mah best friends!! On WattPad!! If I see you guys in real life I'll be like 'AHH!! MAH BABEHS!!! YAYZ!! YOUZ HEREZ!!' Except a few peeplez! I met and know Cydizzy! ~Caelyn!
