you'r my mate, mine, even if you don't like it.

chapter 10

Chapter 10

SASH POV

 It was freezing outside, one of the coldest days, since I have been here; the bruising had faded over the three days that I was knocked out, but I was still slightly sore when I moved. I had spent the rest of my day, in my room, which now has no door. I couldn’t stay with Cole, not after all the things that happen at that cabin in the woods. The rain trickled down my window, as I watched the trees in the distance, this wasn’t my life; I never asked for any of this. All I wanted to do now was go back the way I came. Then I would never be in this situation that I was in now.  I pulled the cover up over my shoulders, my hands where shaking, and my bed wasn’t as warm as this morning, when I had Cole to cuddle up to. But what was I thinking, I didn’t need him anyway; the more I told myself that, the more my heart would hurt.

Footsteps pattered up the stairs, “please don’t be Cole, I can’t handle him now “ I thought, hunter strode in and jumped on my bed, making it bounce a little, letting my breath out I sighed. He just stared at me, but held a thermostat in his hand.

“Drink this, it’s hot chocolate, you haven’t eaten, in three days, since the accident.” He said as he held it out to me, I grabbed it and took a skip.

“mmmmm. It’s so good, did you make it” I mumbled as I sipped more, it was so sweet and warm, filling my insides, he chuckled quietly, just watching me, as if I was amusing.

“So tell me what’s going on, are you alright, how are you feeling, and most importantly, how are you dealing with things.”

 I answered all his questions as I ticked them off a list.

“I feel awful, I’m not alright, and I don’t like how things are, I really like Cole, well more then like, but I can’t be with him, I don’t know if it’s my feelings, or this pulling thing between us, that makes me like this.”, everything was just to hard, I needed to get away from all this, I wanted out, I had now decided, this was not for me.

“Things will get easier sash, just give it some time, I know Cole can be bossy and pushy, trust me we’ve all seen it, but he isn’t all that bad, just give him a chance”. I looked out the window once again, picturing the holiday house not so far from here that mum used to take me to.

“Hunter could you drive me somewhere, I need to see someone” I asked quietly and waited for his reply.

“I can, but you have to ask Cole, I don’t want him getting upset.”

“Fine meet, down stairs in five minutes, I know he’ll say yes”. Hunters face looked as though he wanted to say more, but I stood up and headed to the walk in robe to put on a change of clothes, then head down stairs.

Five minuets later

“Please Cole, I just want to go out, I’m sick of being in the house” I whined as I looked at him laying on the couch playing video games, with George and Michel.

“No, I don’t see why I can’t take you, I’m your mate” he said firmly, still looking at the TV not even glancing my way. I put my hands on my hips and just stared at him, hoping he could feel, my gaze burning holes, in him.

“Fine, I only want to get out because I don’t want to be any where near you, you piss me off” I screamed. That got his attention, the game paused on the screen, Cole was now standing up, and he looked angry and a little hurt, but what was said was said.

His eyes locked onto mine, I couldn’t look away, “take that back now”.

My hands started to become sweaty, his gaze now scaring me a little, I remembered when he got angry, and beat up Jules, I just hope he cools down soon.

“You can’t tell me what to do, if you don’t let hunter take me, then I’m going to run off” I spat.

 He let out a growl, and I was pined to the wall, it was so quick I didn’t see it coming, but then again how could i.

“You will never run from me, and you don’t go anywhere without me.” His breathe on my face and his face only inches from mine. I shivered a little from the closeness; everyone had gone quiet around us. His lips where not far from mine, I licked mine making them wet; I stood on tippy toes and pressed my lips to his. He let out a moan as I smiled into the kiss, my hands slid though his hair, as, his arms wrapped around me, and I kissed him hard, I could tell he enjoyed this, and that was when I bit his bottom lip again, pretty hard, but not as hard as last time, when I made him bleed, and I leaned back braking the kiss.  But his arms, lifted me up and took me to his bed, where we laid and talked the rest of the night till we fell asleep.