you'r my mate, mine, even if you don't like it.

chapter 13

sorry i haven't updated in a long time, just got back from a holiday in gold coast, i will be updating more often now im back. this chapter gets a lot romancey so just a heads up. 
hope you enjoy.. :) 

Chapter 13

SHASH POV

The pack house was massive, white and massive. It was like a hotel that sat on a massive hill and was sounded by forest; my guess is that the pack runs in it. The wind was cold as it blew on my face; I now stand on a balcony, which is connected to a big room that Cole and I are meant to share. The balcony over looks the forest, we are about ten meters high, on the top floor of the pack house, and the whole top is ours, Cole’s and mine. But I haven’t seen Cole since I have gotten here; I head down the different flights of stairs and head for the out doors.

COLE POV

How dear she runs off with my brother, how dear she, my wolf growls. She should be with me, she makes me look stupid, she need to learn a lesson, “we will teach it to her” my wolf howls on my head, wanting to take over. But I push him back a little. I don’t want her to get hurt, other people will hurt her, and Jules is out to get her. Why cant she just listen to me. I pace up and back on the loran just between the house clearing and the forest. “MATE, MATE, MATE” I growl as I turn to see my mate standing on our balcony. “GO MATE NOW, GO, GO, GO”

The wind blows her hair, and her eyes are wild. I wait, I can’t go to her in this state; she disappears from the balcony, and I head for the house to find her.

SASH POV

 Three hundred meters from the house, I have finally reached the forest line, but I stand there, to scared to go in by myself, especially in the dark.  Who knows what’s lurking out there. Hands grab my waist; panic takes over me, I can’t move, the fear of it being Jules paralyses me on the spot. A low growl comes out of my captor, his breath breathing down my neck, its Cole, I know it from his growl, I have heard it to many times before.  I spin around in his hands, facing him, I have to look up to see his face, and he towers over me as usual.

“Cole “ I voice as a whisper.  “ sorry I left you at school.” his smiles and straight away I know that it’s not a good one, his eyes darkened, his hold on me tightens. He throws me over his shoulders, and I let out a scream, “oh shush sash, where going to have some fun”, he runs into the bushes, carrying me as if I weigh nothing. While I kick and scream my lungs out.

Everything around me is a blur, he stops sudden putting me down on my feet, but my legs cant hold me up as I shake.

 “You have 1 minuet, so run” he growls in my ear, I don’t waste any time, I try to move as fast as I can on my shaky legs, leaves hit my face, but it doesn’t stop me, any minuet he will be after me, so I push forward, stepping on sticks, I’m probably the loudest thing in this forest, making heaps of noise as I go, the predator it out there some where, closing in on me, but his good, you cant here him you cant see him. At any moment me the prey will be caught, and who knows what will happen. I do, I will finally be mated, this time it will happen, I will be his, and he will be mine.

I stop in a small clearing trying to catch my berth, I lay on the ground looking up at the night sky, the stars are out, but they look really close, to close to be stars, then it hits me, their little lanterns, hung up in this small clearing. I stand up and look around; a small pond with a blanket on shore lay out beautifully.

BANG, SPLASH, water over laps me as I sink into it, hands pull me up to the surface so I can breath. My eyes open and I come face to face with Cole. His arms keep me warm even though the water is cold. His eyes lock onto mine, they are dark and it scars the shit out of me, he hasn’t forgiven me yet.

“Why are you so scared, huh, you were meant to be with me, not going off with my brother and parading around; you could have been hurt, anything could of happen, don’t you ever run away from me again.” He spurts out

“Cole… I…” before I can even get a word out his lips crash onto mine, the water between us does nothing to divide us, my legs wrap around his waste instinctively, his hands hold my thighs as he lifts our bodies out of the water, not breaking the kiss, he lies me down on the blanket, and slowly strips my of my top and jeans, leaving me in my underwear, he looks me up and down; I sit up and lift his shirt off and unbuckle his jeans, and slide them down, his already hard, even though his still in his jocks you can tell how massive he is. He lies me back down and pulls me in for a passionate kiss. Its deep, and powerful, like his hungry for me, I let out a small moan and he swallows it up. His package presses down on me, making me buck, and roll into him. He lets out a groan, as I rock harder against him, he unclips my bra, and his mouth moves down, sucking and kissing, his mouth finally reaches my nipple, my hands move from his muscular back up to his hair holding on. As he slides his hand up my leg; I still waiting for him to go feather, because I want it so bad, he rips my panties off, and his fingers slid in. everything is so intense

“Your so wet for me sash, mmmmm, I like” he whispers in my ear.

“I need you Cole” I whisper back, as I struggle to hold on, in a flash his jocks are off, my eyes widen at seeing how unbelievably big he is. This is going to hurt, oh god. He cups the side of my cheek as he lowers his self on top of me, I look him in the eyes.

“I will never hurt you sash, I will be as gentle as I can” I nod, because no words can form in my mouth, I’m breathless.  He lays one hand on my waist to steady me, and the other still on my cheek, our eyes never left each other’s. I feel his tip nudging in for entrance, slowly he moves inside me, my nails dig into his back from the pain trying to fine some release. Finally it gets better and turns into pleasure, my hips roll up to meet his every move, and he starts to move faster, but I want more,

“Cole, harder” I moan, and he groans.

“I need you sash” he whisper in my ear. My toes start to curl and I dig my nails in harder, I let out a scream as Coles fangs sink into shoulder, and the pleasure goes on forever, and his seed spills into me.

Coles head falls on my chest, as we both pant. “What was that” I ask. He lifts his head to look at me again. ” Sash… I love you and I never want to lose you, your MINE, even if you don’t want it”. I ster at him shocked, I love him I know I do, but im just so scared of it, every one I love leave me. First my mum then my gran, and where the hell has my dad been.  “You don’t need to worry, your never going to lose me, I will follow you any where”, what did he just say that to my mind, can he read it. “I can listen to what you’re thinking, where bonded now so we can talk like this”. Don’t know if I like the idea of him in my mind all the time. This time I decided to talk aloud “I love you to Cole, and I can’t lose you even if I push you away, I need you”.

“YOUR MINE” he growled

“and your mine” I said simply and gave him a small kiss. “now take me home so we can sleep, you tire me out big boy” I say cheeky.