Indescion tore through my belly. Who do i help. Deacon or wilhelm. Deacon or wilhelm. How the hell was i supposed to choose. Thery are both a part of me. I need them to not kill each other. I need them to coexssist with myself in the middle. I wasbt being selfish, hell i think im being a right champ at this point. Two mates, my family isnt my family and im half hunter. I know i knkw they sre still my family. But that puts one of my mates as my uncle and my other as a cousin of sorts.
I opened my eyes back up to see deacon about to rip wilhelms throat out. I guess wilhelm wins this time. And leapt onto wilhelm sheilding his face.
Deacon paused and snarled. "You better get of him little mate. Otherwise you voukd get hurt too." At that moment i saw a flash of fear go through his eyes and it shocked me. Where was the tough no soul alpha i was mated with.
"Deacon, you dont have to like it and you sure as hell dont have to be 100% aokay with it, bjt wilhelm is my mate as well as you. I cant live without either of you." I paused and took a deep breath. "But i dont think that i can live with both either. You wouldnt be so skippy on that would you? " i gave a shy little smile then continued on. " we need to come to an understanding. " but right now you need to go find mackey. Shes hurting cinfused and alone. Wilhelm needs me right now, she cut him to the quick. But understand deacon, im not choosing, not right now and proabably never, it would tear me in half. Find mackey. We will talk when you get back. "
With a shocked expression he ran out, jumping through the window a phasing as he ran. It terrified me that he phases so smoothly, he was literally one with his wolf. But it also turned me on a little to, and that scared me even more.
I turned from the window and faced wilhelm. His eyes were strange almost cat like, but i brushed it off, wilhelm we need to talk...
" i cant help it. The way you talked to the alpha, the way you defended me, god i want you so bad" he lept towards me grabbing me and pulling me close. He attacked my mouth and i couldnt help but respond. He tasted so good. He let out a sound that was nearly a purr as i wrapped my legs around his waist. And thats when it hit me. The cat eyes were his hunter taking over. There was only me and him no mackey and no deacon. I was okay with it. I needed this right now. The understanding could come later.
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An Older Alpha
Hombres LoboSam had just turned 16. She wasn't looking for her mate, in fact she didn't want one. She was 16 and just wanted to have fun. But the moon goddess just had to be against her. *this is my first story I hope you all like it*
