Abbey's one shots BOOK 2

Your ghost (ash costello)

Just a fair warning,there is talks about suicide,self harm,self hate and depression in this. Please don't read if you don't feel comfortable with it. Keep swimming little ducks<3

I sat at her grave putting black and red roses on it. I can't believe she's gone. Some horrible person thought it was okay to just run her car off the road.

Ashley has been my girlfriend of 3 years now and we were ready to be married. But life is crazy sometimes and makes things happen. I've always been told things happen for a reason.

I sat by the tree on this cold October night thinking,remembering all we've been through. Like the day she told me she loved me. That was a special day.

"Abbey." Ash smiled at me. Moshe took me to this quiet place in the woods she calls her calm place. She even has a tree house here. We sat on the bed in the tree house.

I seen her scars on her arms. I could've helped her. I did all I can. I talked her out of suicide many times.

"Hi ash." I smiled back at her.

Then she slowly leaned in. Our lips touched softly and I was in cloud nine. I smiled against her lips as she kissed me again.

"I love you abbey."

"I love you too ash." I said.

She smiled and moved a piece of hair from my face. Her soft warm skin. I want more of it. So I kissed her more roughly this time. She straddled me and layed me on the bed. She took of her shirt and did the same with mine. It was long before our pants were off.

That was the longest and greatest night of my life. I've had other nights with her. Some bad but we got through it.

Ash was crying and I hugged her. "I did it again. I hate myself!" She cried.

"Don't say that. You are beautiful ash and I'll help you with anything you need. I love you so much. Don't leave me." I said.

"I won't leave you. Sometimes I'd rather die but I will not. We need each other."

Those flashbacks always play. I miss her. But I'll be strong because I know her ghost is with me. And one day in the after life we will get married.

Hope you liked this one shot. Here it is about ash as promised. Sorry there isn't a lot  of smut like you wanted but I thought of this idear and it worked. Honestly I think this could make a good story.