moving on

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Our 'us' did not end with hatred or deceit,
we were never mad at each other,
it was filled with sadness and understanding,
we both knew why it had to happen,
but it really did not make it hurt any less,
if I truly know anything at all,
is that to us it hurt alot more,
because all the laughs,
inside jokes,
goodnight kisses,
loving cuddles,
falling asleep in each other's arms,
and our stupidly cute conversations,
they were and still are remembered with love,
Moving on to me does not mean forgetting you,
it does not mean I will stop loving you,
it does not mean I am forgetting what we had,
neither does it mean that I am giving up on you,
nor is it that I will never talk to you again,
because that is not how I want us to be,
Moving on simply means,
being able to go through my day,
not feeling this constant need,
to know if you are thinking of what we use to be
and wishing we could go back to the way it was.

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