I know that we were suppose to be getting over each other
but I honestly found it so hard to start
because deep down I kept hoping you'd change your mind
that you'd come back and we could start over
what the hell was I thinking?
I feel like the stupidest and most desperate person ever
I don't know why I even thought all that
I can't possibly give you anything you want or need
and because of that I'm not mad at you
I'm not mad that you went and found it in someone else
I'm mad at myself for thinking I still had you
when clearly that wasn't the case
I think I did see all the signs but I chose to ignore them
we talked the other day
It felt so natural and comfortably familiar
like we would try to start over
it was a nice feeling
but I know now never to assume
unless you're told straight up that's what it means
don't believe it
cause it'll just leave you with false hope
and a broken heart
again.
YOU ARE READING
Eliminating You
Short Story"I've realized it's not doing me or anybody I know any good being hung up over you so I have decided to help myself out. I'm not going to cry over you anymore. I know I told you I would never give up on you and you have my word on that but I can't d...
