"I'm only a fan"

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We rode Ashley's bike to their bus & Ashley gave me time to get ready for the concert. He handed me a back stage pass & drove me to the concert. He was late. Andy gave him a hard time while cutting me evils. Ashley left to tune his bass & take a wiz. I was left backstage with andy wishing Alice was here to meet her 'dream' guy.
"What are you doing here again??" Andy snarled.
"Ashley invited me. Plus I have a ticket."
"Not for backstage." He glared at me. "So you're Ashley's new plaything. Huh? Wouldn't recommend it honey." I was astonished at what I was hearing.
"Why?"
"I don't take kindly to 'help'. The band is perfect the way we are. It's what's got us where we are. Our fans would hated it if we changed. Say got a new bassist?"
"What?! I'm sure Ashley doesn't really mean what he says about the idolising of you & he isn't so bad now. I can help him. There's no need for a replacement."
"That wasn't my reason. You are. Leave the band alone."
"What've I done? I'm only a fan. "
He mocked me in a phoney high pitch girly voice. Then got serious. "What've you done? Ashley is actually trying now. He has a ego,opinions. Black Veil Brides as a band don't need them. You are the cause. Did he mention he's practically wrote you a love song?" I gasped. "Yes shocking I know. Ashley needs to be his don't give a fuck, porn obsessed self for us to work. You are changing that quickly. So either you go or he does."
"The fans like Ashley more now... I mean yeah people love his sexist party-loving jokes but-" I was rudely interrupted.
"You or Ashley. Your choice,Charlotte" He walked off as I began to cry. Surely Andy isn't this much of a self-obsessed dickhead?

"Charlotte! What's wrong?" Ashley ran over to me. I couldn't talk. I was crying too hard.
"Are you hurt? Did something happen?"I nodded."what happened baby? Come on. You're at Black Veil Brides concert in Birmingham after having a crazy two days with the stupid crazy but loveable bassist who is about to make the best shoutout ever to his new girlfriend... If she can talk to me now..?"
"No.." I could hardly hear myself.
"No what ? No your not my girl or no you can't talk? Answer me. You're worrying me. You mean so much to me. It sounds stupid being as we've only just met but its true you've changed me."
I was a mess. How on earth do I get out of this? If Alice was here.. She'd probably tell me to talk to Ashley.. I think. I took a deep breath. I told Ashley everything. He told me to go from backstage to the front of the stage with security. He kissed me & said goodbye. I nearly cried. This could be our last kiss. It was so soon. I still couldn't believe the first. This was really getting like some silly fanfic now... Not that I wanted it to end. Ashley is my idol & to think he wants me to be his girlfriend! I needed to cheer up... Some fans would die to be in my position...

Yes I was standing up.
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Authors notice-

Hey! Sorry guys I've kinda had a lot going on recently & haven't been writing.

Have you noticed my changes? I thought my chapters have been a little short don't you ?

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