Random Shit

Things I ask myself daily

I'm going to do what its like to live in my head next on a attempt to show you me, Because im not....doing well right now... So here I go

1. am I annoying?
2. Am I being too weird?
3. What if she hates me?
4. Am I going to cry?
5. Why am I so fucking weird?
6. Am I being clingy?
7. Shit am I being too weird?
8. What if she thinks im to happy?
9. What if I were to die right now?
10. *in public* She's looking at me...Am I that ugly?
11. *Looks at mirror* Do i really want to go out?
12. Maybe I should leave the house its been two months since you left...?
13. Do I want to listen to happy music? ...or sad? Maybe metal?
14. Oh god can't go downstairs ....What if they ask me questions!
15. Can I just fucking smile?!
16. Oh god is that a stain on my clothes!? People will stare!
17. Oh god am I being weird?
18. Did I just say hi to a complete stranger?
19. Maybe I should stay inside ....?
20. What the fuck is wrong with you!?
21. Can I be alone and cry yet?
22. Did someone knock on my door?
23. Did i lock my door?
24. Can I go on a walk yet brain?
25. Should I text back...oh god will she text me back?
26. Shit what if I seem weird?
27. Why am I born ugly?
28. Eww is that my face?
29. Why is my voice so deep?
30. Fuck is my head ok? I fell again
31. One more time old friend!?

....Those are only some so next I will update very soon of what my brain is like...