Cotton Candy Clarity

Chased

Remember those fun games we all used to play when we were little?

Hide 'n Seek?
Man- hunt?

Or just a simple race against your black friend with long legs. 'Pst you aren't gonna win dumbass.'

I miss those days. The days we didn't have to worry about drama, or periods, or sex, or how we looked. Our childhoods, filled with laughter and smiles and hugs and games at some point, were magical.

I miss getting that feeling in my stomach on Christmas Eve. Thinking a fat man was gonna leave presents for me.

I miss that feeling of being surrounded by everyone and not caring what I looked like. And boy, was I chunky back then.

I miss playing with guys and acting like a badass because I was praised for my strength.

I miss when I used to smile. I didn't worry about what people thought about the rocky mountains that hid behind my lips.

I miss being able to wear a bathing suit to the beach and feeling beautiful. Now I feel like a whale.

I miss being a leader.

We're all chased by our old memories. Why not play a game?
The 'I used to be fuckin' baller' game.