Chapter 5

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Since I transferred from a computer to a kindle there will be more mistakes and I'm just going to put the in italics for the POV for example: for let's say Rax's POV it'd be like this: Rax then it'd have the chapter or his POV or something below you get the idea.

Radio

*~~~* IT'S ALSO A FEW MONTHS (4) LATER *~~~*'

'Push your care..
Push your burdens aside.
Erase everything inside.
And leave just one thing in your mind.

YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE
SO JUST GO
FUCKING NUTS!'

I silenced my alarm after I heard that followed by a loud thud and 3 groans. My alarm has a new song everyday and it's weird because my phone picks a random song and decided to scare the shit out of everyone with it. Today's was You Only Live Once by Suicide Silence.

Edy fell out of bed because it scared him so bad. I think it's cute that he does this everyday. He's just cute in general...WAIT WHAT AM I SAYING?! I shook my head and climbed out of and grabbed Edy by the hand and pulled him.

"Why Suicide Silence?" He asked, groaning in pain.

"My phone picks random songs everyday and scares you with them." I shrugged. He groaned again.

"Your phone's an asshole." Edy mumbled, rubbing his back as he grabbed clothes to take a shower with.

"CAUSE I'M AN ASSHOLE BABY!" We heard Rax shout from the other room. I laughed and began searching for clothes.

As soon as Edy walked out, I walked in the bathroom

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As soon as Edy walked out, I walked in the bathroom. I stripped, turn the water to the perfect temperature and got in after putting music on. I heard the song Shower by Becky G come on, I laughed and sang along to it. Why is that song even still on there?

"Cause you're a dick that's hasn't changed it.." City.

'Why are you so pissy? Do you have a man period?!!' I replied to him. He's wayy to pissy to put up with right now.

"NO! I don't understand how you put up with all the blood," He shivered from disgust. Yes, we can see them in our minds. "Anyway, I don't know. I guess I just...feel uneasy about something."

'Why don't you take a giant nap and we'll talk about this later okay?'

"Okay."

With that I hopped out of the shower, blow dried my hair before styling it into what Turtle calls a,'ghetto kid' hairstyle then put the snapback on. I don't get her sometimes. Like why does she do dis? I walked out and found a mint on my bed.

I ate it because of confusion and looked for anything else before shoving my clothes in the dirty clothes basket. I lay down on my bed before plugging in my earplugs. I pressed shuffle and sang to the second song that came on. Before that I read a note Kellin (I think) had left. It said they all went somewhere so I was home alone. Oh well. I sang along to the song.

" (S-P-I-R-I-T!
SPIRIT! LET'S HEAR IT!
S-P-I-R-I-T!
SPIRIT LET'S HEAR IT!

LET'S GO!)

I've had enough.
There's a voice in my head.
Says I'm better off dead.
But if I,

SING ALONG!
A LITTLE FUCKING LOUDER
TO A HAPPY SONG!
I'LL BE ALRIGHT..

You want to give up.
Gave it all that you've got,
And it still doesn't cut.
But if you,

SING ALONG!
A LITTLE FUCKING LOUDER
TO A HAPPY SONG!
YOU'LL BE JUST FINE CAUSE

Every now and then
We get the feeling.
And the great big void
Inside us opens up.

And I really wish that you could help,
But my head is like a carousel.
And I'm going round in circles.
Going round in circles.

(S-P-I-R-I-T!
SPIRIT! LET'S HEAR IT!
S-P-I-R-I-T!
SPIRIT LET'S HEAR IT!)

We are possessed.
We're all fucked in the head.
Alone and depressed.
But if we,

SING ALONG!
A LITTLE FUCKING LOUDER
TO A HAPPY SONG!
MAYBE WE'LL FORGET CAUSE

Every now and then,
We get the feeling.
And the great big void
Inside us opens up.

And I really wish that you could help,
But my head is like a carousel.
And I'm going round in circles.
Going round in circles.

Don't wake us up.
We'd rather just keep dreamin'
Cause the nightmares in our heads
Are bad enough.

And I really wish that you could help,
But my head is like a carousel.
And I'm going round in circles.
Going round in circles..."

I finished up the song and I froze when I heard clapping. That's the first time I screamed in front of anyone. Shit I'm dead. I looked over to the doorway to see...

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 25, 2016 ⏰

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