[Authors' Note: Para po hindi kayo malito sa pagbabasa. The Italic ones are the flashbacks after Cadee/Amethyst was raped]
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"Bute naman at gising kana." Indigo said ng pumasok siya sa room. I know I'm in his house. I'm thankful na siya ang natawagan ko at hindi si mommy. Indigo was my closest cousin because his my only cousin, motherside.
"The maid told me that you don't want to eat." Sabi niya habang ini'scan ang kwarto.
"Well, you don't even touch your food, did you?" I didn't reply. I turned my head in the direction of the window and watched the sun pass through it.
I've been here for two days but still, they were fresh in my memory. Hindi nawala sa isip ko ang mga nangyari sa akin kahit isang segundo lang. It was like its hunting me.
There comes a time when I thought of something. Why didn't they just kill me? Mukha ba kong basahan para gamitin nila at pagkatapos ay iiwan nalang sa kung saan? They destroy every part of me.
Since that night, I never talked to anyone. Never in my life dreamt to be a man hater but look at me now? I'm trembling whenever I see them. Man. They won't do good in my life.
"Cadee? Am I making sense here?" basag ni Indigo sa katahimikan.
"Ni ayaw mong sabihin sakin kung anong nangyari sa'yo that night. Hindi ka na nga nakapunta sa burol ni Chloe e. Umuwi ako dahil namatay siya but look at you. You've gone miserable." Tuluy-tuloy na sabi niya. Parang nakita ko nanaman ang sarili kong nagmamakaawa sa kanila. A tear fell from my eyes.
I never stop crying until then. I know that when you looked into my eyes you'll see how miserable I am. Kahit kailan hindi ko inisip na mangyayari sakin yun.
"Cadee is dead." Sa unang pagkakataon ay yun lang ang nasabi ko sa kanya. Sa napakarami niyang tanong ay ni isa wala akong sinagot. I always tell him "Cadee is dead." For that's the truth. I'm dead two days ago.
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Kabanata 3: His Wrist
[Incoming Call: Indigo]
I immediately answered his phone call. What's with this jerk again?
"Yes?" I sweetly answered him.
"I just want to know your opinion. If you're the birthday celebrant, what kind of party will you throw?" he said.
"Kung ako ang tatanungin mo? Hmmmm. Let me think....maybe I'll throw a beach party. Uso yun sa Paris eh." Kung di lang pala ako tatanungin nito, di niya ako tatawagan. Tsk. This man! Kung di ko lang siya pinsan, hindi ko aaksayahin ang precious time ko para lang sa kanya. Inaabuso niya ko.
"Sounds fun. Okay, bye." He said and hung-up the call. This jerk. Lagi niya nalang akong binabaan ng telepono. -.-''
While I was walking or if you could consider it as ramping? Down the streets of OUR mall, yes, we have a mall, the EM (Evaristo Mall). I saw a familiar face. I think he's one of the guy at the ECS (Evaristo coffee shop)? Hm. I'm not that sure anyway.
"Hi Amethyst." The guy approached me. He's the one who offered me a sit. The guy with the red hair. Tsk.
"Oh! Hello Mr.?" I told him while looking him from foot to foot? Kidding. Just what I've the other day, he has the look. The look of a playboy -.-''
BINABASA MO ANG
Out for Revenge
Romance".....I wasn't born a bitch. Guys made me this way" - Cleo Amethyst Delano Evaristo Edwards