Its been months pero fresh na fresh parin ang mga nangyari sakin,parang kahapon lang.
Everytime someone visits me they keep on asking me but they don't recieve any single word for me. From then on I told Indigo that I don't want people around.
I improved a little and that's include talking to Indigo which is a man. The last time I talked to Indigo , he told me to go to a psychiatrist but I rejected it.I told him that I'm not yet out of my mind. Baka malapit na.
The scenes keep on hunting me day by day and every minute of my life. The day after that, I went out of my four-cornered room. I went straight to the kitchen to get some drinks. I'm still in the house of Indigo because my parents are out of town.
So there, I grab the pitcher to get a glass of water. But suddenly my eyes were stock with the knife that hungs on the wall.
''Anong kayang mararamdaman mo kung mahiwa ka ng ganun katulis na kutsilyo?'' I asked myself.
''Would I die?'' die...?
I slowly walked near the knife. If i'll die today, no more nightmares, no more sufferings. Will I be at peace? Yes. My mind suddenly answered. I immediately grabbed the knife and placed it on my wrist.
Hiniwa ko yun ng unti-unti. It stings but compare to what I've suffered? This is nothing. I saw blood flowing from my wrist.
Maybe everything will end here. I'll be with Chloe soon. Suddenly, everything turned blur. And I know i'm loosing my senses. But I heard footsteps before my eyes closed. P-please don't rescue me anymore.
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Kabanata 4: You're a Bitch but Im the Bitch
[Indigo's POV]
''So what're your plans for your incoming birthday? You should ask your cousin Amethyst's opinion 'cause she has the taste.'' My mom asked me. She really doesn't trust my taste huh?
''Yeah I already asked her. She said it would be fun if it was a beach party'' I boringly told her. Im not fond of talking to a formal person. Maybe because of that bitch Amethyst.
''I agree.''She said then she walked away she's going to work again and again . Tss non-stop worker. After that non-sense conversation with my mom I headed back to my office at Evaristo Coffee Shop. I own that coffee shop. Amethyst is just a fucking feeler -,-
Argh. Its too boring here in my office. I grabbed my Ipod to play some games. This boring life of mine should be lost. I think I need to start having a night life or Flings though?
I just want to escape this boredom. While I'm playing someone knocked the door. I looked at my watch. 3:42pm . Who would visit my office at this kind of time?
''It's open'' I told the person who knocked the door.
''Oh Xian, What d'ya need?'' I asked him. To be honest he just visit my office when he need something from me or we're having a meeting. He's a worker here in my coffee shop . he's a manager.
''Amethyst is your caousin right?'' He told me while sitting. I set aside my ipod and looked at him. I thought he already have a Fiancee? Is he interested to my cousin ?
''Yeah why?'' I told him while rubbing my chin. He's not that bad. But his attitude is bad. Kidding. He's a playboy though.
''Nothing. She said he hates boys so much. Do you know the reason why?'' He told me. His really that curious huh
BINABASA MO ANG
Out for Revenge
Romance".....I wasn't born a bitch. Guys made me this way" - Cleo Amethyst Delano Evaristo Edwards