video games - lana del rey
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The time slowly passed by as kian was not still here to pick me up. I felt hurt that he maybe forgot about our date which was meant to start by 7:00pm. I picked up my phone and it was already nine. I couldn't believe he was two hours late. I've called him many times and he didn't pick up.
I heard a knock coming from the front door. I quickly jumped off the couch and made my way to the door. I expected to see kian at the door but it was jasmine with a few shopping bags. With a sigh she put the bags on the floor and leaned in for a hug which I desperately needed.
"Marilynn what happened ? I thought you guys wouldnt be back till later but I see you are clearly upset so spill."
"Jaz, kian didn't show up at all and I have been sitting on this couch waiting for him."
"He better have a good explanation because if he did this he must be an asshole. You know what lets go to the bar downtown and forget about this unfortunate occurrence." She spoke begging me silently agree because I rarely went out to have a drink but with what happened I think I should go.
I agred and I went to my room to retouch my makeup. My outfit was okay cause I wore a dress which stopped right above my knee and the back was open with two strips running down to attach the dress together. I paired the dress with my black gladiator sandals.
I quickly re -applied my makeup and went to meet an impatient Jasmine.
I picked up my phone from the table and followed her out of the door
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I was currently at the bar taking the last gulp of my third drink. I didn't even know the time cause be and Jaz have been drinking, chatting and even dancing.
I was about to order another drink when something or rather someone caught my eye it was kian and he was with Diana. I silently watched their 'friendly' conversation and the flirtatious glances passed at one another.
They were clearly drunk off their asses as they tried repeatedly to get up when they finally did she qiuckly leaned into him and pecked his lips.
Tears of anger, annoyance and sadness were threatening to spill from my eyes. I closed my eyes trying to believe that what I saw wasn't real but I guess it was.
Hot tears trickled down my cheeks and I quickly cleaned them off my face. I know I shouldn't even cry because we weren't dating or anything but it hurt to know he could easily forget about me.
I quickly stood up and I left the bar. I took a taxi home and srnt Jasmine a text that I was home already.
I entered our cold aparment and I went to my room and changed into my pyjamas which consisted of my hello kitty onesie.
I cooked noodle chicken soup from scratch . I took my soup to the living room and I sat on the couch watching new episodes of my favourite show in the whole world.
Steven universe.
I know its weird for a nineteen year old to enjoy watching cartoons this much but I can't help but love the show.
Despite my current situation I could still sing along to the theme song. My heart still ached but I guess steven and the crystal gems helped me to forget about my little problem. I was getting tired but I still kept on watching and I manged to at least record the remaining episodes before sluggishly walking to my room.
