Not edited but i wanted to put up something for my loyal readers i love you. BTW im back and i dont plan on leaving so i guess your stuck with me... sorry
_______________________________________________________________________
It's been a mouth...
Since the news of my daughter that's I didn't know I had. A month since we went to children services. A month since I have felt completely helpless. There was nothing I could do to get my daughter back. Niall has been my rock. He hired a private investigator but yet nothing. The private investigator looked for her for 3 weeks before coming back to tell us there isn't a trace of our little girl. He told us it was due to the fact that's she hasn't been unrolled in any kind of schooling or ever had any hospital records besides the the birth. She's not in any system that they can tract ... so basically my daughter could possibly not even be alive for all I a know. The private investigator advices us to wait 2 to 3 years and come back to him that will give us time to search the schools again. I think I hitting to point where I'm really to give up hope. And that scares me .... I want to know if she's okay? Is she with a good family? Do the love her? Do they treat her like there suppose to? Do they love her? ... I hope so.
If any of you are wondering about harry and sketch well.... They have been cozy to say the least. Sketch tells me he's the sweetest guy she's ever meet. Since they were both without a place to live they moved in together. Sketch was a little apprehensive at first but harry finally sweet talked her into it. They live in town house just up the block from us it's actually quite nice to still have them really close. They day they moved in together harry asked sketch to be his girlfriend. Like always there were a couple of fans out side there new house so harry had them hold up signs that's spelled out " Sketch, Be mine?". I don't think I have ever seen her cry but she broke down and ran into Harry's arms before saying yes. I would have never thought of sketch being the home maker type but she keeps everything in that house spotless and she bakes goodies for Scarlett every time we are over. which is often since I don't work anymore.
Yup I quit my job at radio station. Niall is really paranoid now about me leaving the baby with anyone so he asked me to quite my job. At first I didn't want to leave it because I won't be able to pay of Scarlett's dance class but Niall said he would pay for them. That's didn't make me feel any better about the whole situation. I mean I didn't want to have Niall pay for things that I could do it made me feel cheap. But Niall was so persistent about me being the only one to look after Scarlett that I just gave in after a week of his pouting. If he didn't ignore me I would have let him pout forever because she just so dam cute when he pouts. So for now I'm just a stay at home mommy. Scarlett's back to normal with her dance classes going to miss Lucy. She's becoming a stronger dancer every day.
Niall and the boys been working on the bands new album. So he has the strangest work schedule. Since we moved in together Sometimes I see him every day for a week and other times I won't see him for 3 days. He get home so late that's I'm asleep and wakes up so early I don't wake early enough to see him. But today is the start of the new tour and Niall want both scarlet and I to go.
"Babe, are you ready?" Niall comes into the room in gray sweats, a sweater, white trainers and a green snapback. Why does he always look so perfect in the simplest clothes.
"Almost I just need to find my shoes." I answered looking around the room for my white converse.
"Just wear those." he point to the green converse by the bed.
"Niall... I'm wearing red shorts and a white sweater! I'm going to look like Christmas if I put those on."
"Well I like Christmas. and you look good in anything, baby."
"Nice try. But I'm not leaving here till I find them." I dropped down to the floor looking under the bed.
"Ugh okay but we have to be out here by midday." I hear I'm walk down the hall.
"Why? the concert starts at 8"
I raise my voice a little so he could hear me as I rummaged under the bed. I really have to clean under here.
"Ya but ... Um I need to be there early for sound check and what not." Niall sounded so unsure of his answer but if he wants us to be out by 12 I don't have time to question him.
"Okay we can leave ...as soon as I found my shoes." I crawl from under the bed just in time to watch him playful roll his eyes at me and walk away. After I flip the room upside down Niall called me from down the hall.
"Zoe, I think I found them." And this is one of the main reasons I love Niall. even if he's frustrated with me he helps me with whatever I need. I walked into the laundry room and found Niall holding my shoes
"Why are they pink." I ask as he handed me the shoes. They have a marble pattern to it between pink and my originally whit shoes.
"I think Scarlett got creative." He chuckles at my shoes.
"It's fine let just go before I change my whole outfit." I can't help but laugh at myself as I put on my shoes.
"Scarlett baby lets go!" I called for my baby as I walked out of the laundry room. Niall followed right behind me as we went towards the dance room. Like always I find her starching out her splits. she's actually more flexible than I was at her age. I picked up from the floor and we went out to the car. As Niall jumped into the car I can't help but look at him.
"You look so cute." I blurted out before I could process what I was saying.
"I was going for extremely sexy but thanks. You look adorable." Niall started the car and back out for the drive way before taking off towards the stadium. I felt his hand grab mine and the stupid smirk that always appears on my face when ever in with I'm appeared. The ride to the stadium was less than 30 minutes. I could already see the line of girls a block before we actually made it to the gate. It's crazy how many people actually love Niall and the boys. I mean trying to get past the gate was insane all the girls ran out towards the car and started to bang at the windows. but thank god we made it inside with out anyone being hurt. As soon as we got out of the car the roar of screams came to my ear. I tried to get Scarlett out of the public eye as quick as possible I don't want any lime light on her. Niall saw my worry and pulled us into the building quickly after waving to the fans.
"Don't be scared of them" I knew he was referring to the fans.
"I'm not. I'm just protective over her." I looked down at Scarlett but she didn't seem fazed by the screaming fan girls outside.
"I know."Niall wrapped us closer to him. He kissed my forehead before kissing Scarlett's.
"Zoe!" Three more feminine voices pulled me out of my daze. Niall took Scarlett and nudges me towards the girls. I ran up to them, engulfing in their embrace.
"Girls! I've missed you so much." I tried to return the hug to all three of then at the same time. As we pulled away I looked down at the girls. fabulous as always. Dani is wearing wine red jeans and a black lace shirt pair with beautiful black stilettos. Eleanor was is a flowly black dress the hitched at the waist and landed at her knee and studded black flats. And last but not least perrie was in a dress like Eleanor but it had sleeves and was this beautiful sky Blue and some silver heels.
"What are you wearing not that you don't look cute." Perrie try's not to offend me which she fails at... miserably.
"Thanks, I didn't know we where supposed to dress semi formal." I playfully glared back at Niall that's was playing with Scarlett on the floor. he didn't even notice my glare because of how into he was playing with her.
"I sure Lou has something for you to wear." Dani pulled me down the hall.
"Ya come on she's always got clothes and shoes." Eleanor says as she follows us.
"Is Niall and..."
"We are right behind you. Don't worry let the girl have some fun dressing you up." I can't see nialls face but I can hear the amusement in his tone. This hall seems endless as we pass room after room. finally we reach the end of the hall and just as we are about to go in a bump into the women of the hour.
"Darling! " Lou shouts in excitement but her face drops as she sees my out fist "oh what are you wearing." She looks at my out fit like I'm wearing a meat dress.
" I love the brutal honesty." I giggle
"Oh I'm sorry babe but you could use some glitz and glam if you catch my drift." She says taking on las good look at me.
"Tom... Niall , can you take the girls to play I have a project at hand." She looks over at where I knew Niall was standing. Who is now accompanied by Tom and baby lux.
"Hey!! Your making me sound as of I'm a train reck." It comes out more or a whine than a statement.
"Oh don't be so touchy come one. follow me" She swats my arm before she walks down the the endless hall of doors. Between the girls pushing me along and Lou dragging me I
Don't really have much of a choice.
We get to a room that's looks like a state of the art salon on one side and a walk in closet on the other.
"Sit there and let me get you started." She basically pushed me into the chair. I swear if she could she would have strapped me down. the girls where now distinguish on a black leather couch on other side of the room. I watched Lou as she got out all her tools for my hair. It looked like she was ready to give me a head transplant with everything she was taking out. she let out a huge breath and turn to me when she was done taking everything out.
"Do you trust me?" Her smirk wasn't very comforting.
"Why?" I know I sounded nervous but I was.
"Just a question. do you trust me?"
I'm not growing to fond of her little smirk
"I'm a little scared but yes."
"Okay so let get started." And that's where it begun. She didn't let me see myself but I felt her citing my hair and I could smell the chemicals being put into my hair. Lou called in some other two women to help wit my nails. After all that's she started with my make up and I not kid you that I was in that chair for over three hours.
"Okay you can get up now but if I see you peaking at yourself in the mirror...."
"I won't I won't." I assured her as I walked with my eyes closed to the other side of the room.
"Okay go into the changers and I'll pass you your outfit."like the habit of today I was pushed into the little changing room. I started to undress when something's hit me in the head
"Here put on this and these... oh and don't forget this." She flung a sparkly navy sequence dress over the top of the changer and some black and gold strappy heels. oh and she didn't forget to hit me some gold accessories. After I tossed it all on I tried to look at myself in a mirror but to my luck there wasn't on in the little room.
"How do I look." I asked as I walked out the dresser. the girls looked shock and I don't know if that was a good or a bad thing and on the other hand Lou has the same smirk she had when she started this little fun project of hers.
"Like your starting a new." Lou smiled at me.
YOU ARE READING
My Little Ballerina (Niall Horan fanfic)
FanfictionOne minute I'm a care free teenager living the dream. The dream of being a professional dancer by day and partying all night along. And the next I'm pregnant and get kicked out of my ballet company. Now it's three years later and my toddler Scarlett...