(I'm keeping its Vik pov because he's the only one who knows what's going on)
Vik pov."Madies calling me." I said to them all. I then walk over and put my phone down in the middle of the table. I sit in Lachan's lap and prestons sits next to Rob. Madie calls me and I answer it and put it on speaker. "Am I on speaker?" Madie asked. "Yeah. Do you care if the rest of the pack listens?" I asked her. I only hear mumbles before she said,"you guys are my only friends beside, Matt, Brandon, choco, sub, and Kenny, so I don't care if you guys listen or not. Just don't hate me." She said the last part very sadly. "Mads, I'm so sorry, I wish I could take it all back about what I said, I am crying right now." Preston said with tears still coming down his eyes. "You don't mean it." She said it so harshly. "Madie, Preston is actually crying." Mich said. "So what if he is..he honestly doesn't mean it. He wouldn't have said it if he didn't mean it." She was so harsh with her words. "Madie, if you see Preston right now then you'll know he didn't mean it." Jerome said looking at Preston. Preston now had his head on the table covered my his heads. "The cactus king himself is a pric." She wasn't holding back. Rob didn't want to get between it. Neither did Lachan. "Madie. Preston didn't exactly tell the pack what happened. He did say what happened but not what it was about." Madie then went silent. "Turn in the Apple TV. I made a video while you were down there vik." Rob was close to the remote so he turned it on. Then a video came up. "Pause it." Madie said. Rob paused it before it played. "I want to see prestons and the rest of the packs react to this." Madie then hung up. Preston moved to the chair in the corner of the room. Mich and Jerome moved to the couch. Me, Lachan, and Rob stand where we were but just turned towards the tv. We hear stomps and then Madie was standing at the doorframe on the third step. "Hello.." Madie said harshly. She looked like she's been crying since I was talking with her. She then walked over to the couch and sat in between mich and Jerome. "You can play it now." She only had anger in her voice. Rob then had the remote and pressed play. "Hey, this is my first video journal, I'm in fifth grade and my teacher said she did this when she was young and it helped her in the long run. So one of my friends said to go kiss my crush. Tomorrow I'm going to do it at this dance. I've known him for awhile so." It was Madie when she was in fifth grade and had a higher voice. Then it turned black and on it another clip. "So today I kissed my crush. I found out he was gay." I turned to Preston who was watching the video. He seemed extremely focused on it. "I felt like crying. I had no idea. I hope he finds a boyfriend." Then it went to a clip when she was older. "It's the summer. Yay. Me and that guy, the one I kissed are friends now. But I lost all my friends but him. I realized I was gay. I told my friends and they thought the only reason I hanged out with them was because they were cheerleaders and were hot. They are hot but that wasn't the reason. Now I feel all sad inside and have this feeling I've never felted before. I can't explain it." Then another clip where Madie had short hair and a tank top on. "Wow, I haven't done one of these since fifth grade. Well now it's the summer and I'm going to 7th grade. Me and that guy are still friends. We are in fact best friends. I have another friend too. He's name is Kenny. I've known him since first grade and only became good friends with him the summer before sixth grade before he moved away. He's coming back. Don't worry." Then it went to another one. Only Madie is crying. "So yay guess what..I have another disease." That's when everyone except Preston looked at Madie and then back to the video. "Four in six months. I honestly feel like a freak. My mom said old people get diseases a lot. Yet I'm only 12. I'm not some fucking 85 year old who can barely walk without a walker." Then she cried for a long time and said,"and worst of all. My new nick name on my football team is fag. That guy thought they said jag, the person on my team actually said your such a fag not your such a jag. Now it's a insult for each other. Yay." The next one was her in a hospital bed."I really need to do these more offend. My parents went to go get food. They won't be back soon. Guess who got beat up by their football team? Me the fucking little freak who's gay and has four diseases. I became captain and they beat me up. People now think I'm transgender because of my short hair, I'm gay, and I'm athlete. I won't leave the hospital for a week. I can't play for a month. The coach only has me on the team because he doesn't want to seem homophobic. And they picked me as the captain as a joke." She started tearing up. "I've been cutting also. I had to lie to my parents that a cat attacked me. Who would love this diseased freak anyways? Hm." Then it was a new one with her hair a bit longer. "Wow, I haven't done a video log in a year. Well great news. Me and that guy are like two halfs to a whole. You can never see us apart. And I have four more friends I met last year. Choco, Brandon, Matt, and sub. Sub can't talk. But he can still make me laugh and want to hang out with him. He's my art buddy. Matt is my tiger lily, and I'm he's rose loin, because matts favorite flower is a tiger lily and he's favorite animal is a tiger. It's the same for me and my middle name is rose. But the bad news is. I can only wear long sleeves and hoodies. I can't even wear short. My disorders are making me fail school just like my diseases, they made me feel sick so I missed maybe two months of school. Now I have summer school with my bullies. I got a black eye yesterday. I had sub do my make up so pre- that guy didn't see. Then when my brother pushed me in the pool the make came off. He then from then on taught me how to fight." The video clip ended. What showed up wasn't what I expected. It was Madie from her first video clip with the other people. Then the next and next she grew and the people decreased until it was just Preston. Then choco, then sub, and then Matt and Brandon. Then it was one of me and her the day she gave me the hoodie. Then a picture of each of us with her. And then all of us and choco, Brandon, Matt, and sub, yesterday with all our faces with make up on them. And then it went black. A song started playing. I didn't know it. I look to Madie who was tearing up. Mich was rubbing her back while Jerome was hugging her. "There was a once when I was alone, no where to go and no place to call home. My only friend was the man in the moon and even sometimes he would go away too." She held up a picture of her and a bunch of her friends from maybe fifth grade. "Then one night, as I closed my eyes, I saw a shadow flying high, he came to me with the sweetest smile, told me he wanted to talk for awhile. He said...Peter pan that's what they call me, I promise that you'll never be lonely." Madie then put the picture of that group of friends down and held a picture of Preston up when she said Peter Pan. "And ever since that day.. I am a lost boy from never lane, usually hanging out with Peter Pan, and when we're bored we play in the woods." Madie then held up a picture of her and Preston at their secret spot. "Always on the run from Captain Hook." When she said Captain Hook, Madie held her arm up. Showing her cuts. "Run run lost boy, they say to me, away from all of reality, never land is home to lost boys like me." She then held up a picture of all of us from yesterday. "And lost boys like me are free, and lost boys like me are free, and lost boys like me, they will always be free, and never land will be there safe haven, and they will always be my friend forever, until we descend to heaven. Always be there life saver..." Then the video stopped. Preston then looked over to Madie. We all were just looking at Madie. But then the video started going again. "I got into a fight with my best friend last night. He said its not my fault your a diseased freak. Your perfect from head to toe and that you are not defined by your flaws but by your perfections. My back was turned to him when he said that. I just walked upstairs. He must have thought that the argument was over. When he tried to find me my door was locked and the shower was on so he must have assumed I was taking a shower. I was also crying singing sad song. He walked away. And then my friend Vik came and tried to help me. We were both sitting down backs against the door. Knock once for yes, knock twice for no. Knock three times for I don't know. One. Is That guy still my best friend?" She knocked once. "Am I angry at him?" She knocked three times. "Should I be?" She knocked twice. "Is he my brother?" She knocked once." Is he sorry and want to forget about this whole thing? I don't know. He does care...I know. But he hasn't seen the signs like the pack has. I love that guy as my best friend. I will always. I just hope I didn't fuck up our relationship like I did my life. Bye for now." Then the video ended for good.
Au// hia I'm so so sorry I did this chapter way longer than it should be. I really didn't want that huge thing to cut into another chapter so. The next one will be the packs reaction. I hope you like, bia
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