I thought about the things that i could have done in a way, then something happened that just kinda broke me. Me and erin broke up, but not in a bad way. I just broke. My sanity went for a while, i couldnt sleep. I developed voices in my head and named them too. And still now im still depressed because i have a anger problem and, s..s...she would help me calm down and be less, in a way, bitchy. And from then on i just thought and thought in my mind about anything and all i did was think and think. And cried.
And broke things. And talked to the voices in my head.
And cried. And slowly died inside.Sorry for long wait on this chapter 😟