We've started talking again.
I know what's going to happen.
I'm going to fall for you all over again and upset you.
I'm going to ruin everything for you like I always do.
I'm sorry. I can't help myself...
I wish I could stop it. I wish that I wouldn't hurt you.
I wish there was some magical being that would pull me back, so you could be happy like you have been.
I hope that you get her back. I hope that your future is great.
I wish that I wasn't such an asshole and ran away.
I wish I wouldn't have been sick and I wish I wouldn't have been so scared.
If I could re do it all I still wouldn't. I wouldn't want to put you through all that again just for me to feel the love for a little a while.
I know what's going to happen.
I'm going to fuck this up again.
This is my apology in advance.
If you so choose you could even leave no.
Although, I wish you wouldn't.
I've missed you a lot. I don't want you to go away again.
If you have to though, I understand my love.
YOU ARE READING
Missing
PoetryPoems about me, a stupid young man, missing a woman who has moved on and has been moved on for a while, but I for some god dam reason can't let go.