Paper Dreams (BoyxBoy)

Lets Run Away Today(5)

A solid plan no man had dreamed

Believed

I had believed that my life had no more meaning

I had took too many beatings

But it was all clear then

To steer then

Steer me into my daylight

I had no more fight

No more life in me anymore, but I needed more

I needed more love for myself

What does one need to love themselves

A heart full of love?

A God that lives above?

For me, it was nothing

My loneliness and pity had stuffed me

Stuffed me into a world full of no light and darkness

It was the darkest time of my life

And I believe maybe the fight isn't over

Maybe the monster in my head

Underneath my bed

Has just begun

I want it to be done

But the bleeding wound in my chest

Isn't doing its best

And I want to run

I need to run

It won't be any fun

But my life was outdone by the constant darkness with no light

It had filled me with fright

The dirt of one mans past had drained me of all worth

I felt no worth

So I need to run

Be one with the earth

And breathe with the stars

Drift with the wind

Drain me of my sin

Sing with the rain

And cut my veins

Rid me of my pain

Move with the grass

And my past will no longer need me

Breathe the

Breathe the souls of millions of dead warriors like me