Don't You Dare Read This

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October 2

My mom noticed i went to my dads house. But she doesn't know it was my dad's i went to. Like she knows I went far but she doesn't know it was my dads house. Anyways I didn't write often because of the "incident" I've just been thinking to myself. I would tell you how it happened except, I dont really remember how and why it did happen. All i know is that it's all my fault and I'll never get to live this down. My mom's at work and the twins and Victoria are at some collage prep thing after school. And my other sister is with my aunt so its just me here alone. I just don't understand what happened and why. I mean ugh if only paper could talk.

3:00 pm

My mom came back from work. She seemed pissed, so i didn't say anything and ate dinner like normal. You maybe wondering how im taking this so well. Actually its called bottling up your feelings I learned how to do it well a side effect of it maybe you know a heart attack and death but death is preferable now.