Don't You Dare Read This

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September 1

sorry I haven't been writing. Things have gotten pretty much awful. Well for my mom, my grandmother passed away this morning and then I do feel like I've not been with her. She was helpful when my dad left my mom and me. Grandma told me that my dad always looked up to her I bet he heard by this time. All of the family has heard about grandma. Grandma wanted mom and dad to be together because of me she thought I deserved a good father. When I was little she told me that my dad would come back in no time. I know now she was just wishing he'd come back. And now he's never going to come back. But my mom never talks about him, it's like he died but then again I know he's alive. I just know he's alive. Somewhere out there just wanting to come back.
I don't know what he looks like I look more like him and I've worked with that. I have his dimples his smile his light brown eyes his brown - red hair. And his chin and his ears. I have my mom's nose grandma said mom loved him. That the day they got married was the happiest day of her life but that my mom never wanted to give him the divorce. Wait..... so they are still married then.