I hate how I raise hell on this earth without even trying.
I hate how my face isn't up societies standards.
I hate how my body isn't up to societies standards.
I hate how one thing that I do that could ruin another, and then I get it ten times worse.
I hate when people hate me.
I hate when I'm unable to do something
I hate my personality.
I hate the way I am so blunt.
I hate that my dad is a fucking prick.
I hate that my sister hates me.
I hate that I've lost friends because of my own wrongdoings.
I hate the person I am.
I hate that I have anxiety.
I hate that I hate everything I am.
I'll never be skinny
I'll never have a boyfriend
I'll never be asked to homecoming
I'll never be asked to prom
I'll never be the girl who gets picked first
It'll always be someone else.
I'll never be the prettiest
I'll never be perfect for anyone.
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This one is a real downer and it's really old, but the next one is more uplifting. I was debating on publishing this one because it was written at one of the lowest point in my life, but I just screw it sooo yeah. Thanks my nonexistent fans✌🏻️💕
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Sneak Peek
PoetryI basically just write these when I get sad, and I'm tired of them just sitting in my notes where they're worthless. So enjoy. Not really they're kinda sad.
