I took a great big breath in, and shut my eyes tight. "It's all right, Alicia. It's okay. It's a fresh start, with new people, new friends. It's going to be alright.." I said to myself, attempting to calm myself down. I opened my eyes after a while, and immediately all my fears came rushing back to me in a wave. "You're going to be bullied.You're different from them, so you won't fit in." the thoughts all seemed overwhelming, and I started hyperventilating and asking myself the "What if, what if?" questions. I felt dizzy, so dizz-
"Alicia." I heard a voice say, and they shoved a dark brown paper bag over my mouth, forcing me to breathe in it. Steadily, my breathing slowed and I glanced at the person towering over my bed, with a concerning look on their face.
"Oh. Alice. Hi." My lesbian sister was standing there, her wavy blonde hair all over the place, and her skin tanned to perfection. Gosh, why did she have to be the beautiful sister?
"Alicia, what are you worrying about? You can tell me, you know. Is it about us moving today?"
I stared at the grey carpet nervously, and nodded.
Alice proceeded to bear hug me, and I cringed slightly. "Uh, you're crushing me you know."
"Whoops!" She released me at once, and I blinked awkwardly.
"Anyways, we gotta go soon," she stated. "Don't have another panic attack on me while I'm gone!"
As soon as she left, I got up out of bed and glanced all around my room, studying everything carefully. The place was very plain, undecorated, and the walls were painted a light shade of cream. But overall, I would miss this place. I mean, I grew up here. I smiled, and walked towards my word robe, picking today's clothes carefully and placing my small black suitcase on the floor.
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"I'm yours." // Spikey x Pyrocynical
Fanfiction"You're perfect. In every way." He whispered suductively into my ear, and I shivered. The way he made me feel special, like no other girl when I was with him. His soft touch, his silky hands, I craved them whenever I was apart from him.
