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.** A/N: this is like a prologue but just in the form of her diary and the rest of the book will be written out in full chapters.

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18 November 2005 : 8 year old Allison

Dear diary ~I am going to call you PENNY

Today is my 8th year old Birthday Party and all my bestest friends are here with me.You are my newest and bestest birthday present from daddy, he sent you from London.I really miss him being together with us so much.

He's always working.

It's all right I don't really need him to be here because I have my bestest friend with me always and forever.
I love Shawny so much.

Shawn said that we would be together
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orever and ever and he will always love me even when we go to big school, but I'm scared and he told me he will hold my hand to make me feel all better.Amy is also my bestest friend. I met her at kindergarten and I can't wait to see her at my party later.

Bye I must go hide now I think Shawn is going to find me.

Love your newest owner,

Ally Schmidt . ❤️( hey look at these stickers Shawny got me) ❤️❤️

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25 December 2008 :11 year old Allison

Dear Penny,

I've got a lot of good things for Christmas and today moms in hospital with my new baby sister on the way but one of the best gifts has to be the friendship necklace Shawn got me.
He was so sweet and even put it on for me.
The gift he got me is so nice all I got him is what he usually wants for his birthday or any other gifting occasion a new collectors edition remote controlled car and also games for his Xbox.

But he loves it and I love him.
But only as a brother of course.

But I think I could like him as way more.

Shhhhhhhhh!


Xoxo,
Ally Cat.;)

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14 February 2011 : 13 year old Allison

Dear Penny,

Today was the worst.
Valentine's Day is the worst. I hate it.
I hate 8th graders. I HATE BOYS. I HATE SHAWN.
I vow to never ever ever let a boy hurt me or need them ever again.
I can't believe Amy did this to me how could she.I thought she was my friend,and she did apologize and I know I will eventually forgive her I just can't believe she told him.

She told him.She told Shawn.And then he humiliated me infront of all the nosey 8th graders.

Doesn't sound like him, I know but people do desperate things for a little bit of attention or approval.

He told me that he's too social and on demand for me , but I'm sorry for ever thinking he liked me and he'd always be there for me because he lied. All these years of a trusty friendship just thrown away.

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