Sugar, Spice And Everything Fake

I'm just like everyone, Only better

*3 Months Ago*
Hailey's P.O.V
*sigh* It's that time again. I need to see my doctor. Why cant I just live freely and normally like everyone else. "Thats because you are not like everyone else" my nagging subconcious dutifully reminds me. And I dutifully respond I'm just like the everyone, Only better! I shout back making sure that Mr. Subconcious gets the gist. Fully satisfied that he got my message I sigh while slumping down on my bed.

My mind keeps on racing, "I dont want to go. But I have to... The signs are beginning to show...So? I can just make excuses. You will get caught.." I fight mentally with myself. Who am i kidding, I have to go. I MUST. But what would I tell Jayson. For sure I cant tell him the truth. He will never understand. What if he hates me? I lied to him. Well, technically I didnt lie, I just ommited something important. Potato Potato Hailey. *sigh* I've made my decision. I will go, and I wont tell him. No, I cant.

*Present Day*
I'ts been three months now and I'm back. I've been standing outside the school for ages on end. I dont have the courage to enter. I wonder what my mom told the school concerning my absense. Surely, not the truth I hope. And Jayson, what if he sees me and flips? He could have gotten another girlfriend by now. So many butterflies in my tummy right now, more like Dragons actually blowing out endless streams of fire in me.

Every hair in my body is telling me to turn back and run home. I almost did but then I remembered. His smile. That smile that endeared him to me even when we were kids and I didnt know what love was. The cute way his eyes half closed because he smiled all the way. And whenever he...

Hailey! OMG girl!..A female voice called out my name from somewhere in front of me. And I was immediately cut off from my flash back and the sudden realization that I was now in the school hallway hit me. How did I get here?

     Hailey?..Hails?
I frowned, straining my eyes to see who kept calling me. It was my bff Candy. Well, Candice but she would sooner kill me than let me call her that. I eased my frown into a smile and pulled her into a quick hug while searching for Jayson with my eyes. I didnt see him which was odd because he is usually a hallway person. I pulled out of the hug and Candy noticed the disappointment in my eyes. And before I could say anything she chirped in a sing-song voice, "Hails I know you just came back and you would love me to
Stay and chat and trust me I really want to. But there are more important things than you right now which I must attend to so be gone now, I shall see you later". I smiled at her and thanked her silently and ran in the opposite direction. One of the things I loved about her, She understood me down to every gesture. Sure she must be hurt right now but I will surely make it up to her. I was still running then I saw him up ahead. And stopped in my tracks.

There he was Jayson Knowles. My boyfriend and first love. Sure he doesnt know that yet but what does it matter now, we are together now. Or were together. I dont know anymore. I left without a word. That makes us over right? I hope he forgives me.
I take a minute to appreciate his features like I always do. He was just so perfect. Standing at 6ft4, with the creamiest caramel chocolate skin you could find. Atleast that was his way of describing his skin. The love he has for chocolates tho. With  Dark eyes void of emotion a person could get lost in. Eyes which glister with every smile he makes. And his hair. His dark lovely hair. He wont tell me how he does his hair, he claims its part of his charms but they work for me. I love every bit of him.
And being captain of the school's football team, all the girls love him too. But that doesn't matter I know he loves me. I love him too.
I force myself to stop day dreaming abouy him and I notice the surroundings around me for the first time today. Jayson doesnt seem happy. I hear his name being called everywhere and I know he hears them too but he doesn't bother answering. I smile a little, this surely means he hasn't gotten over me yet. Maybe we weren't over after all.
Slowly confidence seeps back into me and I call out to him, "Jaybae". And I watch as his footsteps stop and I know he recongised my voice.

Extra Looong chapter.... hmmm twist, I wonder what Hailey is hiding dont you? *whew* this writing of a thing is thirsty work. I Hope you enjoy this story. Please drop your comments and vote. Thank you.
Chapter also dedicated to okikagufangirl because she's a special someone to this story :)