She Sings in the morning (ptv Fanfiction)

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Kara's p.o.v

I ran to the bus. I was crying again. I'm such a crybaby. I heard someone behind me, I turned around.

"Stop! If you're going to pity me, leave! I don't need your pity i just want him away from me! I only want Jaime or Justin. Or someone! Please just get him away." I said sobbing. I felt arms hugging me. They were Tony's. I sobbed and sobbed. I heard more footsteps. Tony sighed and i let go. I looked at his hoodie. Wet.

"I'm sorry." I said. Tears still streaming down my face. Jaime frowned and Justin cursed to himself. I wiped my tears.

"Come on Kiddo, let's go inside. You need to breath and let your feelings out." Jaime spoke softly making me nod and walk behind them with Tony at my side. We walked inside and i took a long breath in and let it all out. Jaime inspected the bus. Walked over to the bathroom and sighed.

"Speak. Scream. Cry. Let it all out, we wont judge, that's why we are here." Jaime said. I sighed.

"Well i really really want to cry but my eyes ran out of tears. I want to punch. Stomp. Beat something up. I want to jump off a cliff." I finally said and Jaime and Tony's head snapped when i said the last part. Fuck this. Fuck Vic. Fuck me.

"Vic didn't mean that, he was mad. I know him. He was mad that you couldn't accept the fact that he was drugged and couldn't do anything. The whore who was on top of Vic probably set this whole thing up so ya'll could split."

I shrugged "He didn't even come here. I need time. To think about what to do. Right now i have tons of people to entertain and make them happy. He should've stayed, you should've stayed." I said.

"I'm not going to leave you, especially now. Right Tony. Mike and Vic can leave but Tony and i are going to stay and make sure you don't hurt yourself." Jaime said and Tony nodded. I looked down. Justin jumped up when his phone rang he went to the back and answered. I looked at Tony and Jaime.

"Thank you. Really. I'm glad i met you two." I stood up and went to hug them but the bus door flung open and Ton and jaime screamed and hugged each other.

"Where is she?" I heard a voice call. It was Vic. I ran towards the back and climbed to a top bunk and hid.

"She's not in here." Jaime said. I heard Vic curse to himself and sigh. He flopped on the couch.

"I really fucked up and i feel so horrible. I want to jump off the cliff we used to hang around. I know i fucked up. I just. I. I don't know what to do. I really want her but i dont know how to get her back." Vic said. I quietly took out my phone and found so many hate. I went on twitter and typed.

All of you hating on me should stop. I didn't cheat. Vic did and i forgave him and have him a second chance, but he quickly fucked up again..I don't want him to get Hate either. I just want this nonsense to stop. Jaime and Jessica broke up because he wants children and she can't have any. Please just leave us all alone with the hate for some time to cool off and think about it.

I heard Vic's phone go off in notifications and Jaime and Tony's too. My phone went off and Jessica was calling me. I facepalmed and wiped more tears off my face. I jumped off the bunk and walked to the back, ignoring Vic .

"Hi." I whisperd quietly, i couldn't find my voice.

"Kara are you okay? Where are you? Do you need me? I can come over" she said quickly. I sighed.

"I've been better. I'm in the bus. I don't need you but Jaime could. Sure, please....Vic.....It's....just." I tried not to cry but they just couldn't stop.

"I'll be there by tomorrow." She said and I hung up. I turned around and Jaime and Justin were holding Vic back until he gave up and sat down.

"If you want me to leave I'll leave. I didn't mean what i said. I was just mad." Vic said.